
He literally had intercourse with a woman through the course of the story and many times before.....never had an attraction to men before (as far as we know).....how the hell does he think he was gay ALL ALONG???
I wish I could start a canon support group for my fallen straight uke brothers manipulated by rape troupes. Someone tell him you can get turned on during rape, and victims start to hate themselves and or believe they had it coming because of the disconnect of mind and body. His special opp training should have taught him psychology, so I don't really know his excuse for not knowing

I think we can trust what he is saying cuz of his special opp training. They would've taught him the difference. And I think all these rapes are a regular training methods to strengthen their minds so he might have went through them all. And 'madly in love' girl that's the gooner in you speaking
They'd be in love, acc to the novel but not yet
I think Z would come to terms you with his feelings before T

How the hell can his peers hear? They busted their eardums so bad the blood was squirting out of their ears like period blood out a vagina???? And the fact the flower withered.............lame. But this is still peak heehee. I love how they portrayed the MC's and his mother's chronic depression. It's so sad his mother never got a chance to recover

That costar lady is really hot. And I wanna see what his sister's romance is like. I'm also really into the 2 young guys on the team, not the 2nd ML who never stood a chance (he kinda lowkey). Also the MLs trauma & traumatic childhood was interesting..........until the koochie magically healed him.
It went downhill too fast the minute they smashed. All this is so unprofessional, I feel like they murdered the MC's character. He was smart, strong, and responsible until he noticed the doctor was suspicious, told no one, and let them say their exact route for a comedically timed car chase scene. MIND YOU, he was already beating himself up from not speaking up when the ML acted weird for the explosion scene!!!

Over 200 chapters in and how is it that I still don't like shiratori??? I feel like I SHOULD like her because she's unique and has depth but..........I still feel like she sucks ass. Even more so when she gets in stupid fights with momo. It's probably because she is so male-centric or something, I don't know
(Minus the fact she got with someone she was the guardian of at some point.) I actually liked that she was a flawed character. I'm tired of self-righteous FLs whose flaw is that they put everyone else first, and amass a harem or some nonsense. We go to see her hit rock bottom and become a cowardly wretch in a way that made sense for her character. Her flaws left room for me to think and self-reflect as an engrossed reader. It IS crazy that she was a better parent to her baby daddy than her first son. I couldn't even fathom imaging that up lol