
Ok but like this is actually so good??? It’s obviously smut centered but definitely not plotless?? Like there’s not even a hint of toxic behavior (that is intended at least) I just think everything is so well written bc they both have deepness and are written such as not having bad attention and understanding feeling but still not acting like a dick. I find it very rare that ML don’t rape just bc they can’t stop it, but here we see that he’s trying hard to control it and also that the bottom then realize he’s safe only bc the top is trying hard. Idk about the way it’s gonna be after chap 10 especially with the hint at the end, I don’t think it’s the best either bc his anxiety doesn’t seem to have gone away.. maybe he’s gonna be toxic and so possessive that he might end up locking up the bottom? Can’t wait for it, so far it’s amazing and the smut scene are gold this artist have the type of art that fit the messy but hot scene so well

Honestly it’s so wholesome. Beside the smut that is kinda there at every corner, I don’t mind it too much it’s all lovey-dovey, they are in their own bubble, driven by their love for each other. They only see each other actually, not even a slight of angst, a heartwarming read actually. Liked it a lot. I feel like there was also good communication between these two as in, if they are asked question there’s not too much room for doubt or like they don’t have ill intention. I liked how the characters were written you just can’t help but be attached to them and find them cute! Especially Kumazaki ofc
Also idk how to explain it well but Terano was a green flag kinda, he didn’t show toxic side? It’s just surprisingly wholesome like there is surely just 1% toxicness but that’s just bc of how he went into kissing him when he confessed but that’s it anyway recommend it for a good read

Maybe Cain was never the end game but I’m still so sad over how it ended. Sure it’s a good ending bc he got to travel and self love.. but he didn’t got his good ending in love? It was frustrating to see the main couple get another chance. Like whatever got them together again would have been a reason for Cain too.. I really thought for a second that Cain would be the end game and that this story would throw the stereotype of sticking to the main couple. Bc Jooin rejected Yahwi first and said thing that gave me hope. That for once second lead wins. Or idk another ending where in fact they all end up having a different path but just think about their time together fondly…
Cain was so loveable and so handsome, he deserved better treatment in this all bc he was nothing but a sweetheart.. it’s a bit frustrating. Bc he ended up loving Jooin more than his past life it’s unfair imo bc it seems like there never was a love triangle to begin with.. it’s like Jooin couldn’t refuse Cain’s kindness but he never loved him romantically
Anyway I just hope Cain’s the most happy now

I need more story like this.. if anyone has recommendation

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So glad I didn't drop this be it's one that need you to get invested in it before you get very attached to every characters. I like how the feelings are portrayed, on one side we have people's love story that failed as an example of what could be their relationship turn into if they continue like this, and the parallel with their own story.
It's about habits, not wanting to change or move forward from the precious yet so fragile feelings they have right now, but that doesn't last. People move on, feelings that are not reciprocated or nourished dies. And going forward is obviously scary and they are reluctant and run away multiple time.
But it asks you putting aside the fear, the real question is, is it more scarier to not have this person in your future one year from now? Where is that person in your future if you take them for granted or dont do anything to keep them in your life?
Anyway the whole thing was very wholesome bc you end up looking at every side character with a lot of affection, like not too sad but nostalgic feeling kinda bc they couldn't succeed in their love story and it was either about timing or efforts..
There's just one point I didn't like.. Ryou trying to have sex with Suou and Suou backing off from him saying he’s not ready YET for this made him mad saying he’s being a coward again??? I’m sure there was better way of putting this.. like not wanting to go forward and straight up jumping to bed when all you did recently was kiss and it’s been forever since you’ve known each other, like nah.
But beside this I screamed so hard when I saw they were switch and to me that's also a big good point be that also mean they decided not to let thing stay one way, even in bed lol. I like it!!! It's not a "masterpiece” as in its not absolutely well written in a poetic way or get you interested in what they say in every bubble but the storyline is so good. This story is sure original! Gladly recommend it for a very very good read that isn’t all about sex.
Mhh too bad we didn’t got the son & dad reconciliation it just feels incomplete somehow