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Koi Koi my boi boi, I'm a bit concerned. Did you not ask what that symbol was on your lower abdomen? I wonder if he thinks it's some symbol that signifies their love. (￣∇￣") Koi my boi, you should be concerned. If you land in a world that has magic, unique species, and dimensional travel you should take Caius remarking on making you pregnant rather seriously. I mean, I'm pretty sure he know the difference between man and woman with the time he takes to prep you. You better start asking some questions or that realization of morning sickness and a growing baby bump gonna throw your ass for a loop. (〜￣△￣)〜

Jaehwan will figure it out. Not even relationships with time and effort in have proper communication at all times. This thing is fresh and new, and in all honesty he's probably use to keeping info close at hand after the whole unrequited feelings and being a single player that long. Like what excuse would you give to a one night stand for being late? He still getting use to having a boyfriend and a relationship. Also yes, he is older, but that really doesn't mean too much here because him and Dongho are the first relationships for each other. Let them be them and work it out. They have a lot of growing to do together. I know we all just want them to have a happy ending, and they'll get there. Lol Eventually~

Can we talk that sensual ass hand hold into that hold you from behind pose?! That was filled with and drawn with all the things I love: love, lust, confidence, and yet vulnerability. It warmed my heart and soul and made me blush and hot all at the same time!! Lol

*Spoiler to those who have not read*






So I went to reread the whole story and it breaks down like this.

Khakia: Who everyone knows as sexy granddaddy; is one of the oldest living vampires. I don't know if its before or after the humans start to become the hunters themselves, but he worries about the realistic possibility of vampires increasing in number especially since they are easy to make and impossible to kill. (Just a human and vampire exchanging a small bit of blood will make the human a vampire.) He travels in seek of the knowledge to bring vampires to death to keep their numbers low and remain under the radar from humans.

While traveling he meets Razel: The current antagonist and Master of the lycans. Razel started out as a Lycan with personality issues. He was a lycan berserker, which is some sort of unique ability only certain lycans have. He didn't like the fact the he wasn't special because other berserkers were around so he killed all of them. I don't know if this is before meeting Khakia or after, it honestly could be both. It's unclear why Khakia decided to change him into a vampire, but later it stated he cherished Razel, his first turned and lover, for his mind and knowledge on how to bring vampires to death. Apparently Razel's abilities after being changed with research and knowledge lead him to techniques that could help kill vampires, and he would share this info with Khakia.

However, somewhere along the line he became greedy for Khakia's attention and started to kill off Khakia's other "children" in order to keep Khakia to himself. Mikael/Lee Bin/Yibin: Is our mister sexy model daddy of Lee Hwa and Khakia's seventh and youngest child, before Hwa Gok/Hwagok: which is Yibin's cute and sexy husband and Lee Hwa "mom". By run of numbers Razel, Agnes, Veronica, and Mikael equal 4 of Khakia's "children" that we know of so we can assume Razel killed the other 3. Another thing was Razel started to withhold his techniques and knowledge on how to kill vampires. Khakia felt that their relationship was no longer beneficial, much to Razel's dismay, and so he left.

In the coming years, much like Khakia feared vampires became rampant in number, especially those who were arrogant and did not want to keep to the rules to keep them safe. It was soon after that Razel appeared again. He struck some deal or understanding with the Vatican (the daddy of churches), and became the master of the lycans though he was now vampire and started killing all the deranged and arrogant vampires with his command over the lycans.

Khakia decided then, that he and Razel would be the ying and yang like balance for the vampires. He would create them very sparsely, naming only the ones that meet his criteria and penchant for rules. Razel's job was to kill off the vampires that had no intention of listening to rules, but to also kill off the "children" of Khakia who no longer wanted to walk the world eternally. This was a silent decision he made to himself and he left Razel to his devices for years.

Moving on to Eno/Ino: Previous Antagonist, turned sexy lover of Khakia. I'm still unsure how Razel became the master of the lycans after being a vampire. I can only imagine it was through force, and I figure he was still super proud of being a lycan and wanted the lineage to continue with people he thought of as strong and capable. Here we enter Ino with his amazing pureblood physical prowess and beautiful silver hair and fur that Razel thinks is a perfect depiction of he himself when he still had a wolf form. Ino was to be chieftain, which I'm guessing is the direct head under the master Razel himself. He was suppose to mate his friend Nara who was a "female" and produce strong offspring for the continued longevity of the lycans.

Only problem was Ino's half brother Uno ,who was also a "female" lycan, was in love with Nara and she was in love with him too. They end up having a tryst behind everyone's back and Nara becomes pregnant with Seol-hyun: Our sexy cute fluffy black wolf and Lee Hwa's mate. Ino's a little taken back, but still celebrates in the fact that his brother and friend, even though both female, love each other and will be having a baby. However, Nara fears that Razel will make her abort the baby. Ino promises her that they will keep the baby no matter what happens, and then quickly scrambles to find another female to replace Nara to mate with so we can have Razel's attention focused back on him and not on Nara and Uno who he decides to let run away.

This is when he becomes the antagonist in the first season and trys to snatch up Hwagok as a female and kill Yibin. He ultimately fails due to Khakia's interference, and is later punished heavily by Razel who ends up figuring everything out. Nara and Uno are recaptured, and end up getting killed/dying not too many years after Seol-hyun birth. Also after trying to Kill Yibin, he ends up being at Khakia's beckon and call for minor errands, and I guess a little later becomes Khakia's Lover. To keep a close eye on his nephew Seol-hyun for healthy and safety reasons he decides to keep quiet and endure the pain, torture, and ridicule he gets from Razel.

Khakia is relatively aware of what going on, and tells Ino that he should "snitch" a little to him so he can handle the problem he knows to be Razel, but Ino decides to keep silent instead. His silence is more than likely his way of keeping Seol-Hyun safe, some type of atonement for not being able to help his brother and friend more, and probably not wanting Khakia to have to kill or hurt is "first child" which Razel is. Also Razel is aware that Ino is Khakia's new lover, and I believe a good part of the treatment he gives to Ino is in part due to jealousy, though Ino plays oblivious. However Razel is so sure of himself that Khaika still cares about him and will come back to his side, he leaves Ino to his devices.

...Phew I think that's everything~ I love this shyt!! Lol Hope this helps and forgive any error in spelling and grammar. I reread this like 3 times. Lol (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

I do feel bad for the glasses guy. Dont get me wrong, his actions have been the shittiest. However society pressure and family pressure to be "normal" is not the easiest. I'm honestly abit proud of him for coming out to his family.

What did his mom say to him a few chapters ago? That she was glad that he married a sweet girl, and was through his bad faze, or something to that effect. That means at one point in time he probably told her, and what did she probably do? More then likely she opposed to him being gay.

Probably constantly talked about friends of the family marrying normally, mentioning available single women, setting up marriage meetings without his permission. He probably was tolerating all of that up until she got sick, and much like the uke with his mom, glasses-kun didnt want to stress her sick body, or worst she or the family hit him with guilt like "I want to see my grandchildren before I die" or some mess.

So he mentally caved. He broke up with the uke and got married to his wife. Now some of you will hit me with the "well the uke is going through the exact same thing now and he opposed his whole family to be with the seme, so I ain't letting glasses-kun off the hook".

First glasses-kun and the uke are two different people. Not everyone can mentally stand the same amount of pressure to be themselves before they break down and conform to be like everyone else. And although the uke's mother really it's about it, he has a best friend who is a supporter, his brother was a supporter, and even his father was like, I ain't really okay with us, but just dont let your mother know. Also the semes mother has come around to know that family is family so now she is a supporter. The uke has a small support network. It's not big by any means, but its there.

You dont see that anywhere for glasses-kun. So under pressure he leaves the guy he in love with to marry his wife, and mind you there is no great way to do that. The uke just left out of nowhere for a woman is skeptical about love, but finds it again and in light of recent events decides to be braver. Regardless of work, and even regardless of family when they get found out.

Glasses-kun is witnessing snippets of this and of course he's mad and jealous and probably a bit regretful too. Alot of it is probably self loathing too. Why did I leave him? Why didnt he try this hard for me? Why didnt I try this hard for him? Why does he get to be happy in the relationship I want? I mean I could go on and on. And you know what happens when your jealous and mad. You become an ass and say and do mean and spiteful shit, because the saying "misery needs company" is a very factual ass saying.

All in all, I hope he becomes braver. I hope he divorces his wife or she divorces him so they both can be happier. I honestly dont know what I hope for his mother. She older and sick and probably wont be changing her ways, and I dont wish her dead, but I guess I can hope she'll at least ignore his love life as not to cause more damage. I also hope he finds someone new to love and has a support network of his own even if it isnt family.

These are likely things I won't see in the webtoon, and glasses kun is more likely to be more of an ass as time passes if nothing is done, but these are my prayers for him beyond the story I'll be unable to read. (︶︿︶)

They had me dying after they saw what Misha was working with down below! Owner-san was all like I feel bad for the others, but I must have it! Lol I know they wont show it, but dawn if I'm not curious now to how well-endowed Misha is~ ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Around chapter 3 me and another commentator were going head to head about what the uke meant about "disgusting". They thought the uke said it as a means to say that the seme was disgusting for doing it in their home and they saw a disgusting sight so they said disgusting. This didnt even feel a little right to me. I gave several scenarios for what the uke meant, one of them being he may having been calling himself disgusting as he was imagining himself in the teachers place and seme-kun was just suppose to be a friend.

I'm not patting myself on the back or anything for being right, but this trope is kinda the norm. The "I Catch My Friend In A Sexual Situation And Say Something Hurtful That's Really An Reflection Of Myself" Trope. Long name I know, but I read it so mean times I can tell the set up.

The commentator said to me that if they were the uke they would call seme and the situation disgusting too and all his or her friends thought the same, and she didnt see where I was coming from with my thought pattern.

When you read anything, your perception of the characters and their feelings arent directly reflective to how you feel about the situations they are in. Sometimes you need to read between the lines, not everything is black and white. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I cant say I love the doctor's personality right this second either, but I'm going to wait until after their side story ends before I comment too much on it. When it comes to characters, whether seme or uke, with difficult or bad personality traits I try to remember that there is a thing called character development. You know that thing that characters go through that can either shift them to change for the better or the worst?

People read about a uke that has multiple sex partners and they wont stop to give a great and understanding seme a chance. However later down the line he realize sleeping around isn't what he wants, he just wants the love and attention of the one seme and presto...happily ever after. "The uke was so slutty. The seme deserves better." "I really hate how weak the uke was. He could have done x y and z so he didnt get exposed to said lifestyle."

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion and just about everything is related to real life because hell that's normally where the experiences come from, but when I read some of the comments like this I think, "Wow. Alot of people have no hope for positive permanent change or development." Like can the uke who slept around alot, really not change for the better? Can he really not realize that the seme is a more healthy relationship and make change and love to stay with just him and be happy?

Also can he not be weak to harsh life experiences? Like not everyone is built mentally buff, to handle certain experiences. Also who determines that this uke isn't exactly what the seme needs? For all intents and purposes as their story continues beyond what we could read the uke could become the backbone of the relationship later on.

I know some of you probably have a had and or witness situations like this that have ended negatively so you reflect it on to the story. I mean these stories are meant to pull these emotions from us whether happy, sad, or mad. But not every story even similar ones will all end the same.

Ugh, I said all that to say, Yes the doctor is unsavory right now. When the end comes will he get better? I dont honestly know. Maybe this is his permanent character, but I'll wait and enjoy the story hoping things turn out better for the two of them. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

This story left me feeling all kinds of crazy. Not because the story was bad, or the characters were bad, but because it was relatable in the harshest way. Kids raised in environments that lead them stray, that later on lead them to having questionable decision making and coping skills.

Some people dont like the fact the uke went to seek other men. I don't either, trust me. However, that was his only thought on how to make himself feel something other then hurt. Was it a bad decision? Oh, yeah. But honestly, how many of us when we're emotionally hurt make sound decisions on anything? Being emotional and making important decisions very rarely go together.

Sometimes I feel like some of us readers are so caught up in the fantasy insta-love and romance that yaoi gives us that the moment an author writes something a little touchy but relatable to situations in real life we reject it.

If the guy I liked and was sleeping with all of sudden told me he had a girlfriend, would I jump to go find another body to make me forget and feel better? More then likely not. I'm just not wired that way, I would probably find another healthy or unhealthy way to cope.

However alot of that is based on me as an individual. More then judging the uke for making the bad the decision, I just felt hurt that he felt he needed to go there. Some decisions you learn to regret more then others, and if this was a real life situation it could have had so many bad endings.

More then anything, I'm happy they're together. I hope they communicate more. Like any yaoi fangirl, I just want them happy~

I think Soohwa's way of thinking is very smart. Like you cant predict what the future holds, so that is why you plan for it. It's not to say that he wants to break up with Yohan or be without him, but when you plan, you plan based on past experiences. His past experiences may have told him to have a back up job and finances incase things dont work out with Yohan.

It's honestly a smart course of action. As time moves on usually plans change because people change. Maybe him and Yohan will fall deeper in love and he'll make the cafe a bigger priority with Yohan. Or maybe he'll get whatever other job and build a nest egg that goes to his and Yohan vacation trips if they are still happily together, instead of using it to restart his life if they dont work out.

The thing about planning for the future is alot of the time you and the person you are dating are rarely on the same wavelength. You each have your own thoughts, goals, and dreams. It's hard to explain that just because you're planning for an alternative future that may not have them in it, doesn't mean you are not going to strive for a future of the exact opposite.

Both of them will come to understanding. I feel like they both care about each other to much not to.

(Sorry for this being long as well as any typos)