dryhumping the pillow while smelling incheols jacket????? imagining the choking and his body again even after having non-stop one night stands???? LET HIM TOP YOU OLD MAN
next chapter is going to be the caretaking arc, let’s see where this yummy development takes us
this is too delicious??? they made the all powerful entity weak, desperate, and greedy for the main character… PEAK
they literally took turns raping him and using him as an object for sexual gratification this entire time. not knowing who you’re having sex with, and the already dubious beginning, puts a sour taste in my mouth. this naive guy had his first time with these absolute losers and i hope next season is a complete, dominating switch in power and dynamics. i really dislike pairings of an mc being a pure victim and being naturally childish/innocent, and then completely screwed over by a sex addicted toxic hyper-masculine frat fucker. the undertones feel so pedophilic (born yesterday syndrome)
i only wish i didn’t see spoilers when this was in the early chapters because it makes the translated reveal less impactful
it’s not surprising this is a huge theme in yaoi. if a bottom has confidence the top doesn’t stand a chance with this kind of behavior
also the mere thought of a man degrading me with his words and then shoving my mouth on his dick roughly, without person makes me want to perform a life castration
this is the type of toxicity i can’t stand in romance. where one person has all the power, resources, and LOVE from the mc already but they’re too psychotic and braindead to do something productive with all that. conscious, ongoing torment for fucking what?? he’s always going out of everyone’s way to make his “lover’s” life more difficult and painful than necessary like someone needs to a stab him a few times and get him begging and crying just for mc’s eyes to look at him.
and yes im still reading as soon as a chapter gets posted igdaf
the explicit intimacy between our two mc’s being hidden from our eyes and only showing the aftermath of the chase can represent their affection towards each other now. they are nothing but means to an end, a chase for a high. their connection with sex is ugly, distant, and cruel. it’s not even an act of genuine sexual gratification but them trying to feel alive and human, and seeking pleasure from the power taken or given. sex is far beyond the orgasm for them, it’s something that offers a social and mental benefit. they’ve lost themselves and haven’t been able to recover
and then the parallels of their self-mutilation and how they cope with life… the dreariness of it all as we see the lack of human connection despite the near-death fist fights, the sex, the meetings, and their day to day interactions. it’s all so dull and sad, their desperation drove them to a bloody life still colored in grey
listen im team della all the way, but i love a good sex for plot excuse. the thought of my favorite bottoms being topped with vicious desperation, and then chasing a goal AND pleasure, and sends shivers down my spine sue me!
anyways im excited for the reveal of keith’s entire scheme
my freakydeeky show is ON. i can’t wait for the next patient and to see how much sexier A got
im betting he’s trying to play henry like a fiddle right now and use the power of sweet femboy seduction in exchange for information or time. della has too much organized evil fag energy to be gone. that bloodlust and big shlong can’t hide for long either
i hope his dad suffers the worst ending and never meets the mc again. it’s sick how sadistic and cruel he is… and im concerned with how little he’s healing from the fight. it’s an obvious sign he isn’t getting enough rest, nutrition, and is overly stressed
then mc’s first relationship/“strong” bond being a beacon of hope at first but then never really evolving past sexual favors hurts so bad too! im glad the ml is here to change things for him, their equal footing is relieving. grey hair is POSSESSIVE and obviously doesn’t respect and love mc
with the seme being a douche in the beginning and then slowly realizing this whole time he was interested in the uke during the one sided “fake dating”. the mc is gonna fall so hard, and majorly regret his actions- i can’t wait for it!!
he never fails to disappoint me. all these mind games and violent consequences for someone who already loves him and has too much kindness in his heart to forgive him :/
what i hate about the story is that all the worst possible things happen out of shock value. it’s literally raymond trauma porn…
if winter was able to place his arm out front to block the needle it means there was plenty of space to HIT DOMINICS HAND OR ARM INSTEAD!!! the angle of the needle is not even sideways, it’s directly vertical
doesn’t matter how urgent an issue or situation is, keith or della always choose to seduce each other out of talking and i find it so fucking funny
their mindset is “this topic is too complex and vulnerable… the only survivable option is Creampie”
his eyes soften more for mc than that evil twink! they have such undeniable chemistry… i love how every interaction leaves them silently asking for more and it’s as if nanjo gets bothered by caring for mc
a man who genuinely loves to care for living things and finds family in outcasts?? little a and his poly farm is what im here for.
i thought he would fight so much harder to keep todd away, but all it took for dennis was a back hug and some reassurance LMAO he’s just like us
never underestimate the tight wet grip of a deeply unsettling creature
i love a deeply unsettling character… the dead eyes, the killer look about him when it comes to knowing mc’s desires or fears. we’re not sure if he’s there to betray mc’s life or love but i know for sure the pure hearted cowboy will make it out alive (laughs nervously)
im used to seeing yaoi with a very distinctive art style, like you can tell its a smut based story and not in a bad way. when i saw this getting attention i really believed it was one of those action only webtoons like lookism or windbreaker. so it’s surprising this is a bl with this type of art??? im really excited to see where this goes, both characters are degenerates in their own ways. the tension is already amazing