my freakydeeky show is ON. i can’t wait for the next patient and to see how much sexier A got
im betting he’s trying to play henry like a fiddle right now and use the power of sweet femboy seduction in exchange for information or time. della has too much organized evil fag energy to be gone. that bloodlust and big shlong can’t hide for long either
i hope his dad suffers the worst ending and never meets the mc again. it’s sick how sadistic and cruel he is… and im concerned with how little he’s healing from the fight. it’s an obvious sign he isn’t getting enough rest, nutrition, and is overly stressed
then mc’s first relationship/“strong” bond being a beacon of hope at first but then never really evolving past sexual favors hurts so bad too! im glad the ml is here to change things for him, their equal footing is relieving. grey hair is POSSESSIVE and obviously doesn’t respect and love mc
with the seme being a douche in the beginning and then slowly realizing this whole time he was interested in the uke during the one sided “fake dating”. the mc is gonna fall so hard, and majorly regret his actions- i can’t wait for it!!
he never fails to disappoint me. all these mind games and violent consequences for someone who already loves him and has too much kindness in his heart to forgive him :/
what i hate about the story is that all the worst possible things happen out of shock value. it’s literally raymond trauma porn…
if winter was able to place his arm out front to block the needle it means there was plenty of space to HIT DOMINICS HAND OR ARM INSTEAD!!! the angle of the needle is not even sideways, it’s directly vertical
doesn’t matter how urgent an issue or situation is, keith or della always choose to seduce each other out of talking and i find it so fucking funny
their mindset is “this topic is too complex and vulnerable… the only survivable option is Creampie”
his eyes soften more for mc than that evil twink! they have such undeniable chemistry… i love how every interaction leaves them silently asking for more and it’s as if nanjo gets bothered by caring for mc
a man who genuinely loves to care for living things and finds family in outcasts?? little a and his poly farm is what im here for.
i thought he would fight so much harder to keep todd away, but all it took for dennis was a back hug and some reassurance LMAO he’s just like us
never underestimate the tight wet grip of a deeply unsettling creature
i love a deeply unsettling character… the dead eyes, the killer look about him when it comes to knowing mc’s desires or fears. we’re not sure if he’s there to betray mc’s life or love but i know for sure the pure hearted cowboy will make it out alive (laughs nervously)
im used to seeing yaoi with a very distinctive art style, like you can tell its a smut based story and not in a bad way. when i saw this getting attention i really believed it was one of those action only webtoons like lookism or windbreaker. so it’s surprising this is a bl with this type of art??? im really excited to see where this goes, both characters are degenerates in their own ways. the tension is already amazing
i hate the trope of main character who suffers EXTREME sa, poverty, and isolation the entire series until their romantic partner. it’s lazy and ends up becoming trauma porn, how could a mc never be fully humanized when the story revolves around them! all we know is that he’s treated shitty by everyone and even the male lead, until he somehow becomes attached to mc
this trope can be done right sometimes but this webtoon is ass and the characters are chopped
i love the story and how their dynamic came to be because of their upbringings and hierarchy, however i still want to choke ml. hes so frustrating and sends the wrong messages ALL THE TIME then wonders why luce isn’t comfortable or genuinely happy around him. as if this mf doesn’t threaten his life, friends/loved ones, and even his own freedom if mc doesn’t tighten up??? as well as being the kingdoms slut ?? ofc he wouldn’t think the prince loves him!
maybe try being nice to luce upfront instead of playing too hard into the fake lovers facade and being cruel (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
if youre trying to find another webtoon like checkmate (tan) that was heavy on the psychological theme > the love between two characters, this is the one!!! it’s extremely heavy and shows the very disturbing face of obsession without hiding anything
with thriller/psych bl the characters sometimes easily fall flat because they make unrealistic decisions or characters have nothing going for them besides violent tendencies or no personality. however in this story the characters are well written, shamelessly crude, and feel very human. the expressions, speak don’t tell scenes, and build ups are all REALLY eerie and strange- even if you exclude the very explicit sa. i couldnt stop reading because every chapter left me wanting to know what would happen to mc! you can’t help but root for him and hope that despite everything, he’ll be happy in the end
if i was yeongwoon id be pulling my hair out from how stressful and painful this situationship has been. he’s acting like mc pushed him away first WHEN IT WAS LITERALLY HIM
was he also not the one who told yw to care more about himself indirectly too. it wouldn’t make sense for him to beg after getting suddenly fired as a manager, after becoming personal again
how is he gonna be shitty, annoying, and ugly but also terrible at sex??? the least he could’ve done is make it enjoyable for mc, but the level of carelessness had me so upset. i was cringing the whole chapter… he had one job and could’ve changed mc’s outlook on sex, but instead he made it far, far worse
ml had so much patience and adoration for this busy, big dick loving mc i love him??? the whole time he wasn’t messing around and was genuinely so thirsty and excited for his cookie to finally come around LMAO
my favorite part about toxic bl is when the top finally breaks and gets so needy for the bottom. it’s about time he become vulnerable!















