
I finally finished reading all of this and I really thought me crying over Gojo/Getou and Megumi/Toji’s interactions would be the last of it but FUCK Nanami and Nobara?????? I really hope Nobara’s alive PLEASE the plot armor come through. Also when Mechamara said his final goodbye to the girl (I forgot her name) I was sobbing like crazy, that shit hurt so fucking bad. Don’t get me started when I almost broke my tear duck thinking Todo was gonna die, but when it showed how he had Itadori’s picture in his necklace I almost cried.
Also a lot of ppl are assuming Itadori’s gonna die and if he does I feel like he’ll die like his grandpa wished, with a lot of good ppl around him but what I’m thinking is he’ll be exorcised by Gojo, Megumi, Nobara(if she’s alive) and the rest of the students or be executed in front of them as they say their final goodbyes. Also I’m really praying my homeboy, Okkotsu comes through and comes to Shibuya, fuck is you studying abroad for rn??? Get your ass over PLEASE

I decided to hurt myself and reread the manga and I wanted to comment my take of a relationship analysis between Mafuyu/Yuki and Mafuyu/Ue. First thing I wanna get off my chest is the idea that Mafuyu didn’t love Yuki and that their relationship was toxic. I personally believe in each relationship there’s always one person who loves more, whether that gap be big or small I believe it’s there and in their case I do believe Yuki loved Mafuyu more, that being said I don’t think Mafuyu DIDNT love Yuki I just think Yuki carried more love than him. Mafuyu grew up in an environment that didn’t have much love, he was a very quiet child with no friends due to his father’s abuse and Yuki was the first person to reach out to him. Yuki reached out to him, introduced him to a group of friends and when Mafuyu’s father was arrested he was a place of comfort for Mafuyu. And due to his upbringing I believe Mafuyu simply didn’t know how to express his love and Yuki being there with him since childhood understood that and still loved him, he was even willing to express more on Mafuyu’s behalf. As for the whole “their relationship was toxic” thing, I don’t think it was toxic either, mind you they were in middle school, it was their first love and first relationship of course it wasn’t perfect. No relationship is perfect and to say Yuki was a toxic boyfriend bc he killed himself due to his depression (I see ppl on social media saying this) is super fucked up, Yuki didn’t kill himself to guilt trip Mafuyu to me it seemed like he always had depression (during the beach scene when he told mafuyu how in a few years he’d forget him). So in conclusion for their relationship I think Mafuyu truly did love Yuki but wasn’t able to express it bc he wasn’t used to it and Yuki loved him so much he was able to accept that but he still had his own demons to face.
As for Ue and Mafuyu, I see a lot of ppl saying Mafuyu didn’t love Yuki and he only loves Ue bc he expresses himself more with Ue. Like I said previously Mafuyu was always quiet (still kinda is) due to his upcoming and although Yuki was able to help with that during their relationship I feel like Mafuyu is now able to express himself more with Ue bc of Yuki’s death and his fear of repeating the same mistakes. We see this when Mafuyu begs Ue to speak instead of bottling it up inside bc that’s what Yuki did and that’s how Mafuyu lost him. Their biggest problem was the lack of communication and Mafuyu doesn’t want the same for him and Ue so that’s why he’s trying so hard. But then again in no way am I blaming Ue, this is his first relationship and if I’m being honest when I’m upset I also tend to shut myself out, Ue doesn’t fully know what happened with Mafuyu’s past and that’s probably why he acted closed off with his own emotions. And a lot like Yuki, Ue managed to pull him out of his own darkness after Yuki’s death (like how Yuki did with Mafuyu after his father’s abuse), Ue helped him overcome his guilt and loneliness of losing Yuki, introduced him to new friends and hobbies he’s passionate about and helped him love again. With that being said, I believe Mafuyu loved both Yuki and Ue, being able to express himself more with Ue bc of his past with Yuki and learning from his mistakes of the past.
Yuki was the one to teach Mafuyu love while Ue was able to fix Mafuyu’s love.

Im only on ch 114 rn (I’m probably gonna finish the rest tonight) but toji and megumi made me cry so much. At first I really thought toji was a shitty person for abandoning his children and even selling them off but when I realized he “sold” off megumi to the zen’in clan was bc he thought they’d treat megumi better than he did (since he wasn’t “accepted” into the clan due to his lack of jujutsu power and his career) and in result megumi having a better life but when he fought with Gojo and realized his decision and belief of megumi living a better life in the zen’in clan was the wrong decision (probably due to the harsh treatment and expectations) and told Gojo about megumi I finally realized toji was just trying his best and his decision of leaving megumi wasn’t bc he hated him but bc he thought megumi would be happier without his existence in his life. Also that interaction when toji became a walking corpse that killed whatever was strongest in front of him and it happened to be megumi, the fact that despite his unconsciousness he managed to use his soul and retake his body and kill himself to save megumi really made me cry like a bitch. From what I’m guessing is although megumi had a backup plan in case he lost (Shōko reviving him), toji couldn’t have known that so he must’ve wanted to let his son survive even if it meant dying a second time. Also not to mention when he asked for Megumi’s name and when he heard he took on the name “fushiguro” instead of joining the zen’in clan,, jeez... I wonder if toji is thankful towards gojo for taking care of megumi also I wonder if megumi noticed toji was his dad since it seemed like he realized something after their fight.
PLEASE Sir idk how imaginative and sensitive you are in your dream BUT GETTING RAWDOGGED IN YOUR DREAM?? COME ON NOW SURELY YOU FELT SOMETHING?? Man if y’all take it up the ass and feel all of that and just think “ah must be a dream” you probably fucking the devil bc sheesh
fcking the devil