
I just kept seeing Ash.. although I hate seeing people sexualize ash (obviously this author didn’t it’s just me who sees Ash in Gou) but when Gou wore that kimono I just imagined that’s what ash would’ve worn if he went to Japan w Eiji :((( also I knew there was gonna be an age gap but when he said he was 28 my jaw dropped I thought he’d be like 25 at most

From the description and the first character intros I thought it’d be one of those cliches where Ethan was that weird obsessed fan that always got on Jimmy’s nerve but they somehow end up having a relationship. I really didn’t expect the characters to have such a deep backstory. I expected it to have a lot of more romantic moments and scenes but I’m kinda glad it didn’t. Ethan’s character was very realistic, someone that struggled with depression and someone who was still struggling with the trauma of his past but wanting to change, become someone else someone who was seen as “normal” in the eyes of others. Someone who didn’t want to rely on others bc that made him feel pathetic and didn’t like when others tried butting in bc it felt like them just pitying him. He was very relatable and realistic. Overall I enjoyed the story a lot and how it focused on Ethan as a person rather than Ethan being a fan of Jimmy and just obsessing over the idea of him. I cried multiple times while reading this, when Blue’s mom was saying how proud she was of Ethan and how she wanted him to be happy, when “C” said he wanted to die and when Grace told Jimmy how Ethan was like her little brother. Ethan has such great people around him and I’m so glad he did. Honestly it would’ve been fulfilling to see Ethan beat the dog shit out of Dom but I respect that he doesn’t want to be like his father and resort to violence, but damn it felt good both the times he shut him down using facts. (Professor also pissed me off, like he was abused and just bc he died you think that erases all the bullshit his dad did? And you knew and STILL see him as a good man???anyways). It was really interesting how all the characters, their past and their relationships tie into together especially with Ethan. Lastly I’m still confused on Jimmy, I feel like they could’ve added like 5 more chapters where they sit down and talk about Jimmy’s past even if it’s not in-depth as Ethans. Overall I loved the story

I mean yeah Noah’s been through shit but Alek doesn’t know that for all he knows is hes the guy his uncle planted to him to out his sexuality and ruin his career so Alek has every reason to be pissy at him. And honestly the bondage made sense bc Noah was trying to take pictures and Alek knew that so obviously he wouldn’t just let him willingly take pictures to ruin his career. But I didn’t expect him to know where the camera was that was surprising

Also the $300k a month? Where’s the evidence, that seems way too much for a website like this, if there’s evidence then it’d obviously be more believable but I don’t wanna bash either sides without knowing anything

No. They get lots of viewers like LOTS and if u arent signed in ..you automatically get led to fashion.lib when you finish a manga ..
So they probably get money from those clicks and fashion.lib probably pays mangago to be an ad montly so thats probably how they get their money
Im not sure about toonkor but i know less people use toonkor and they may have different deals with their sponsors

Idk but the prince is hot so ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ also i hope “Ellen” starts giving those elite fuckers a run for their money and start beating the shit out of them whether that blows his covers or not bc they can’t possibly be like “you’re not the real Ellen he would’ve never done that” bc he can simply say he changed and didn’t want to be harassed anymore(⌒▽⌒)

I think the grandpa will approve, he doesn’t seem like the type to be like “you NEED to carry out family lineage and have children” I think he just wants to be guaranteed that if something were to happen to him that his grandson won’t be alone whether it’s a female or male and I think he knows HuanWen likes Yuan and since he’s seen how nice and supportive Yuan (i mean he stayed in the hospital and took care of someone else’s grandpa just because he wanted to, not to mention that talk he had saying he wants HuanWen to be happy)is I don’t think he’ll have much issues approving of him.

I NEED EXTRAS ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP AFTERWARDS :(((((
The first season honestly pissed me off, not entirely bc it was bad but bc of how frustrated I was like shit if ANY of those bitches were real and I encountered them I would’ve beat the living shit out of them. The 2nd season was much less frustrating and I’m so glad they changed the art style the first art style was very much not it, I also don’t understand why they used “green screen” type hair on Mr. Chun and Skyler. Overall it was good, still wish there was an after story
I don’t think I’ve ever cried this much over a manhua, manga, or manhwa before. The sadness, anger and frustration I felt over this can last me a life time. I’m so glad Wenxu is suffering in pain, I don’t give a damn if he truly loved Zhishu or not what he did can never be forgiven, I hope he suffers more. I started weeping when Wenxu’s doctor friend told him about Zhishu’s blood cancer and asked if he really loved him and when he started listing all the things Zhishu had to go through alone while Wenxu was out cheating, beating, raping and accusing him of cheating, the anger I felt and sadness I felt was unbelievable. I’m still raging with anger towards Wenxu, if there’s people like him in real life (which I’m sure) I hope they all suffer and go through immense pain. Zhishu didn’t deserve any of that, he still held on. In the end I believe Zhishu was in love with Ai. I believe that if Zhishu knew he could survive and get cured that he would’ve and he would’ve stayed by Ai’s side. Not saying his love for Wenxu went away since it’s shown multiple times at the end it hasn’t but I’m sure he would’ve picked Ai over him. The sadness I felt for Ai as well was immense. I don’t even know where to start. When Zhishu told him that for the rest of his life and in the afterlife how he’ll continue to love Ai and how he hopes in their next life they can be together I started crying so much because they truly did deserve each other. I hope in their next lives they can be in each other’s arms without feeling like they’re running out of him. This story was beautiful and I loved it so much, it was so well written and heartbreaking. I love Ai and Zhishu so much they deserved so much better.
FUCK WENXU AND HIS SIDE BITCH DAMN I HOPE WENXU REGRETS FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE HOW HE TREATED ZHISHU AND HAD THE NERVE TO CHEAT ON HIM AND ACCUSE HIM OF CHEATING AND BEAT AND RAPED ME OMG JUST THINKJNG ABOUT IT PISSES ME OFF AND RHAT LITTLE SHIT HEAD HAD THE NERVETO COME TO ZHISHUS HOUSE AND ACT LIKE HE GOT SOMETHING OVER HIS HEAD BC HE WAS WENXUS LITTLE CUM BUCKET FUCK BOTH OF THEM
I meant to like..misclicked...
Omg i really need to heal myself from this...i ll never stop feeling depress for the rest of the week ...