
i binged this in a day AND YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW HAPPY I AM WITH HEIL X RIVER.. I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD HAPPEN BC SECOND LEADS NEVER WIN BUT YESSS after all river's been through only heil deserves him. im also a big sucker for heil. i won't deny that i do feel a bit sorry for khaol but mostly bc of how miserable he looks

right??? i was totally cheering for the original couple, like 98% of the time im loyal to the first couple because i think 'oh there's really only ONE couple and one guy that is just there for plot-' but NO this was fantastic.
it truly is just another way of seeing that the first person isn't always the best for you. you can give everything and its not always your fault. Khaol doesn't deserve River, after River CONTINUALLY put him first. Khaol's form of 'stepping up and defending him' was laughable at best.
I can't believe I love river and heil SO MUCH. i don't think you understand im OBSESSED. talk about an upgrade? river tried to fix someone who didn't want fixing. im just glad he ended up with someone who was willing to give as much as love as he was. and they're so??? cute?? ugh i love them

SIS IS SPEAKING MY LANGUAGE- also, can you believe him? when he said their relationship should never happen? literally, all my faith in him went down the drain. i can see how he would make a mistake and resurrect his dead lover. i see it. but after that its like he's not realizing his mistakes?? its PISSING ME OFF. LET OUR BABIES FIND LOVE IN A WORLD THAT IS REALLY AGAINST THEM.
but I must say- i did not see river becoming a god AT ALL. i literally thought that Khaol had some plan in mind? i thought he was like going to stab / attack the goddess of the earth in order to protect river, but he straight up DIDN'T. DID NOT SEE THAT COMING. impressive, really impressive for a BL tbh.

EXACTLYYY I THOUGHT THIS BITCH WAS GOING TO SAVE RIVER IN SOME WAY and then realise how important river really is to him. BUT NO nothing happened, honestly it was a surprise but a good one. it felt refreshing that the shitty previous ml didn't just intervene like they always do and then some time later realise the true worth of mc.
and same i was done when he said their relationship shouldn't happen, that's way too selfish of him. LIKE YOU CAN TELL HE'S JEALOUS but only bc river doesn't pay him any attention like he used to before

honestly my favourite character out of this was shishio. his pairing with the proofreader seemed a bit rushed but im genuinely happy for him and she seems cute. im not going to lie, i found suzume kinda hmm idk how to word this. annoying? i mean he's a teacher, you should think ahead about how many problems that'll cause him and the reason why he was lowkey about it was bc of his job. but anyway im still happy with the end!! just that i think that i didn't really ship suzume with anyone from the start. i liked yuyuka's character development a lot too. however shishio will always have a place in my heart

this feels so real as part of the lgbtq+ i myself can feel relating to this. and honestly ik most of us ship the mcs together but i don't think ill mind it if yamato ends up with hibino. i can really see potential in their love life. but i also want the best for yuiji. in the end ill be happy as long as all three are happy and content with their relationships

i will always be team deer musk till the end. i just want him to be happy, idc if he doesnt end up with the selvar(?) cat. he's been too good and im sad that we don't definitively know if he has someone for himself.

Thiss!!! After that heartbreaking scene and after understanding his feelings I just wanted him to be happy no matter with who. He deserved to be happy and even though it seems the author filled the void of happiness with the two little kids I still wanted him to find romantic love. Also his fear honestly so valid.

exactly. like when the selvar told him that it was unfair that he left him and that he did it to get away from, it really wasn't! he did it for the selvar. and i love the kids too but a bad habit of his is taking care of others fervently so i hope he has time for himself too. im still hoping we see him in the later chapters but that's probably impossible since that story has ended
I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT OF HER MOVING FAR AWAY FRICKK im always so nervous when this updates