
i really felt how terrified Kanou is, not just with love but basically with everything that correlates to loneliness. i felt it so much to the point that when they kissed for the first time i was thinking, "ah, will he really be alright? i don't want him to get hurt anymore." thank goodness, it seems he found his person. i hope he becomes happier and happier.

that panel where youngjun did a home run and fell right on hyun's embrace exactly with the "home!" bubble, that was beyond beautiful. i'm genuinely so happy for both of them. for youngjun who managed to become a better version of himself, and for hyun who got his years of unrequited love reciprocated, with the person that has been his life's motivation and inspiration. i felt contented. reading this in one sitting was so worth it!

done rereading; the feelings and emotions i get from it are still the same. being a manhwa that has its own unique depth, makes it one of my favourites and is consistently holding its place in my top 6. each vampire-kin relationship has their own charm (especially elian and gunchan). <3
if i'm going to nitpick, i'd prefer if their friend would be convinced to live eternally with them. although i wouldn't want him to do it out of pressure and obligation. whichever choice he chooses, it doesn't change the fact that their friendship is one of a kind— a friendship so precious and definitely for keeps.

this could have been waaaaaay beyond perfect if it wasn't for the fact that the mangaka made Kei befriend that rapist mf. that's disgusting, being friends with your boyfriend's rapist. he was able to accept that reasoning? that the "only" way out to save Nanase was gang rape? bullshit.
moreover, nanase does not even know they're friends, that shit is betraying him in more ways than one. the mangaka should have ended it with the bloody fist. and even if we're setting aside that he is Nanase's boyfriend, in the first place, he shouldn't be able to forgive that trash so easily knowing he's a rapist.

such a waste, really. it could have been one of my favourites. when Kei wishes for the places Nanase feel at ease in to increase, i was slightly taken aback in a pleasant way. the thought is too beautiful, adding the touching ambiance of the scene itself, with the night sky, the sea, and the cold breeze. with that, this could have been a god tier.
but that disgusting detail ruined everything. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
"he's completely bewitched!" PLS. AKHJDKSBCWJKR it was too accurate it made me laugh so hard. HELP