
Honestly I liked Yuri basically right up until the epilogue? He goes so fucking insane that it's kind of terrifying and I just feel bad for Seonwoo that he has to put up with Yuri. Like he's truly a psycho rat bastard. I haven't finished the epilogue yet but I don't imagine he's going to get much better. I feel suffocated by him through the screen. I usually love toxic, possessive semes (looking at you Waterside Night) but for some reason Yuri is just written in a way that actually scares me. Maybe it's the realism of his character? Which is major props to Noduk, but wow... I just feel bad for both of them. I'm just going to gaslight myself into believing that Seonwoo knows Yuri is an insane person and loves that/needs that.

Like I get it. But the fact that Haiyan literally died for Shin and no one even cares. Like. Am I the only one heartbroken over that? Shin didn’t even give him a second thought.

Haiyan was a traitor even if he had a change of heart at the end, and it didn’t seem like Shin and Haiyan knew ea other for very long. Haiyan was probably infatuated w Shin, but Shin is clearly in love with the King. There wasn’t much reason for Shin to think about him other than for that sacrifice. There also isn’t clear evidence he died, he may have escaped. Also, w how the story is told, there probably was a time when Shin thought abt Haiyan’s sacrifice, but it wasn’t important enough to be shown in the story. I mean, there’s a few more pressing matters at hand for their kingdom.
I love them so much like they actually make my heart beat so fast every time they kiss I cantttttt. I don’t want the season to be over I need more please god they don’t do it like this out here anymore. One of the best BLs I’ve read to date!!!!
EXACTLYY BROO THEY DONT DO IT LIKE THIS NO MOREEE. This book seriously needs to be longer I dont want it to end