Everybody is toxic in this story.
Jo is unwell/love sick with a far to deep of connection with a man he barely knows... he almost killed someone for Ian a guy he’s know for what at most a few months? Defending him/rescuing him is one thing but murder is whole other thing. Insane, unhealthy behavior.
TJ is a product of circumstance and can’t see himself outside of the cage he’s building for himself and unfortunately because he loves and is obsessed with Ian he wants to keep him in the cage.
Ian is a flip-flopper it’s obvious that while he’s not responsible for these wacky Mens actions staying in their lives is destroying them. Especially since he say he wants a new normal life….move far away disconnect from any ties to this ugly life that’s the only way but whether he admits it or not he’s still holing on to remnants of it. I don’t think Jo should be with Ian because he has been making very unhinged choices that a regular civilian has no business making. Ian should leave them both honestly.
Ok one you all have had sex once yet….you were raped three times big difference.
Two you cannot just jam a dick that big in someone’s ass unless they partake in fisting on a regular basis and even then it would still fucking hurt like hell. Taekjoo isn’t even aroused so there’s a zero percent chance he be able to be penetrated lubeless without tearing.
Three why is this author so gung-ho on making him seems so weak, dumb, and incompetent?
ps: im not justifying anything just explaining my interpretation
+ i feel like zhenya doesn't even want taekjoo to feel good, at this stage he's only satisfying HIMSELF. i think he even likes inflicting pain on taekjoo based on his psychotic personality.
i agree with the first take this isn't sex, it's assault; an attack











Kay so sucidal ideation and a cutter…..and he practicing the ole mcstabby 5000.
Hes gonna fall deeper for Jang confess which will set of Gyeom who will probably physically and or sexually assault Jang which which will prompt Yang to try to kill Go and his friends. Operative word on try likely fail then end up in jail for a number of years.
That will traumatize Jang further who will also have to reconcile that yang who he didn’t realize he had not just a platonic affection for but a deeper love is out of reach in the same place as his awful father.
My theory.