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HAHAHHAHAH

so I picked it up again dkhdnen

https://tkor.run/주인의_사정_24화.html
Here you go

thank u very much!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

I agree with this but I think that even if you are brainwashed you can still decide or you’re going to do to people
Growing up my real dad tried to brainwash me into beating my family members because he was insane
At some point I actually believed the brainwashed because I loved my dad but then eventually I stopped believing that because I had the mentality of:
If you don’t want it being done to you then don’t do it to others
I didn’t do it to others because I didn’t want it happening to myself so I decided not to do any of the stuff my dad was brainwashing me to do in the first place
If these guys don’t want to get raped then they might as well not rape other people it’s that simple and you don’t have to be brainwashed to even think this way
My older step cousin had sexually abused me for five years end it was because his older brother kept telling him that it was okay and convincing him to do this to me all the time because his older brother thought it was a cool thing to do to people
In this case my step cousin was kind of basically brainwashed like the characters in this manwha
He told me that he was doing this to me for five years because you genuinely loved me
For me it was devastating, every morning I woke up I wanted to kill myself and I was scared of everyone around me, I didn’t allow myself to ever leave the house because I was extremely paranoid, I suffer from extreme depression and PTSD because of this, every time a guy would ever touch me I will start breaking down and crying and shaking like an animal
I actually understand what the character is going through in this sense and makes me a bit sad
Now I’m okay and I’ve gotten over what has happened to me But it took a really really long time but there was even a point in time where I was always in the hospital from failed suicide attempts and I was even bullied for it

I wouldn’t be surprised if this poor priest even killed himself at the end of the story because I tried to do the same thing

So I would basically blame all of them because I’ve already said my reasoning lol

I hope you're really better now, you're very strong for enduring all of that and I get your point!! you're a very strong and lovely person! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

Thanks ╥﹏╥
<3