Stay At Home For Several Days

No but killing myself for her happiness, yes.   2 reply

I have a lot of twisted thoughts that just come out of no where. One time I was just sitting in the car while my mom was driving me to school and all of a sudden I thought to myself. What would happen, if I shoved 10 thumb tacks up mu vagina??? I have no idea where that thought came from like I scared myself. Other times I'm thinking about ways to......   reply

Ummm...when we're alone, I had a thought that I should grab a kitchen knife, you know the big ones in those horror movies, and stab my older sister in the back multiple times....and watch her bleed.... :> but that's just a thought, I still want to live my life and read yaoi (▰˘◡˘▰)   reply

hahaha a lot of the most twisted are sexual! but i won't share that~ then mine is... when i thought i should kill myself because things will only get harder, and i'm not going to be something amazing when i "grow up" so why should i? but then i thought about how much my family would miss me and how it would hurt... lol, just kidding. that wouldn'......   1 reply

tbh the most twisted thing iv thought would probly be .... the one were I raped a little boy...but in my fanticy I was a boy .....heheheheheh I have problems   4 reply

Well, after I graduate from uni in Spring 2017, I'm going to Asia to meet my LDR friend of a little more than 2 years. Him and I have always wanted to start a relationship, but due to the distance, we stayed as "romantic friends","friends with potential", "friends who are planning to date after they meet irl" -whatever you want to call it lol. We'v......   reply

I have had too many to count. The most haunting ones are when I vividly imagine the death of my loved ones, and speaking at their funerals. I also have to fight the thoughts of random dislocation in knees and other body parts (in myself and strangers). But also sexual thoughts as well . . . like, I've had wet dreams and thoughts with me and several......   reply

When I saw rabbit all I can't think is the delicious meals I can cook with their meat. When people hurt me I imagine a dragon constrict them and swallow them whole.   reply

One I remember having is when I saw a pole and imaged that it could be used to brutally murder someone. I have had a few others but I can't remember them at this moment in time.   reply

I used to keep a diary when I was a kid, but my siblings would always read it. And they'd sometimes literally ask me to read it. So I never wrote anything secretive in it. Once I wrote a complaint I had about another sibling, and they read it when snooping in my diary and oh god the drama it caused. Another time I wrote a diary entry that was a rea......   reply