i just realise im lowkey a fujoshi (unironically)

like i lowkey have been reading bl for the past 3 years almost everday

yknow at first ive always been like a manga type of person, yknow into anime and shit. so the fact that i read bl like a hobby itself never occurred to me. i just reading manga and shit.

i mean reading bl isnt really the problem, its just the fact that I dont read non-bl manga anymore that puzzles me. Its not like i cant stomach it anymore, like from time to time i do actually pick up a non-bl manga/manhwa and genuinely enjoy it. its just that reading bl has become so natural for me its worrying.

cause like im not really "benefiting" from reading this much bl. theyre all really the same plots and dynamics and character, nevermind the fact that some of them may have an interesting story line since if it involve porn, i cant really talk to others about it.

also i dont really like the idea of being a fujoshi, its not a proud term. its sad. what do you guys think?