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If anyone is interested in talking about yaoi, manga, anime etc etc. My line I'd is closest_otaku10. I also use Instagram.
Here to make friends with fellow anime , manga nerds, fudanshi , fujoshi etc etc.

hi!! my insta is gzbtrbl ヾ(☆▽☆)

I got to know about it through a comment on youtube and would never know otherwise ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Since i'm single right now, I usually masturbate every night before i go to sleep, it's like a daily routine. I get off from watching seme girls touching their private part, fucking themselves with toys or riding a dildo. I don't know if this is unhealthy but it releases some stress-

back in middle school, a girl transferred into the class next door. i never welcomed her properly, but the first time i saw her smile was when i immediately knew i fell in love.

and i'm a former straight girl. moments after, this straight girl(?) found out they weren't as straight as they thought they were.

we became friends through mutual connections, and sure enough, we've only become closer friends through the years. i already came out to her and our mutual friends as pansexual, but what she still hasn't figured out is the fact that i still have feelings for her. well, hopefully she hasn't.

i'm sure she's as straight as a wooden plank, so i wanted to know how people dealt with unrequited loves who they never had a chance with.

I ask this because yesterday i had my first ever job interview in my whole life and it was such a disaster. I cried. I don't know why, but i cried. Maybe the stress and the pressure of it, but I cried. And the person in front of me just didn't know what to do XD. I explained them that it was the stress and just that it feels like i didn't answer right, and i was so sorry if my answers are weird, then i just panicked. They just told me that it was very good for a first, i just had to forget that moment. But i cried. Now I just feel shame, pain, embarrassment, and fun ( I don't know why ). And when I think about it, i just want to dig a hole or maybe a cosy cave far away from here and continue crying ( because i just want to cry ) and begin a new life of hermit.
And also I know that I don't have the job.

Moms personality = im right you're wrong. Im the boss of this house so u gotta listen to me. If ure on my side, great. If ure not on my side, fuck u, ure my enemy but ill try and act nice to u with a knife behind my back. If ur mad at me and dont want to talk to me it wont bother me cuz at the end ull come back to me and in always right.
It may sound bias but thats how i c her.

Problem = me and her always get along well. Then one day i got grounded for the first time i came home 15 min late than the time that she told me to come home by. Its been a week, she doesnt talk to me if its not necessary, no eye contact, doesnt prepare food for me so now i hafta cook by myself and worst of all she throws tantrums at me multiple times at me (she never done that before)

Me = rn i dont wanna b the one who says srry cuz i think that shes taking it too far (the throwing tantrums at me) but im kinda chill but at the same time scared cuz she will hit me. So im trying to find a way to deal with her without getting killed lol.
Do i ignore her when she shout at me? Avoid her? Meditate? Say srry (oh pls dont make me do that, id rather die)

i’ll start. i wish more people would notice that i like my space. i’m fine alone and don’t need to be forced to interact with others because i can and will do so on my own accord.

( p.s. i’d love to be friends with you guys if you’d like to be. )

Hello everyone who I'm asking this question, I am a fellow girl who doesn't know what's it like to be in love! Okay, so I guess I'll just get straight to the point I guessヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

So, for most of my life, I haven't found myself liking a boy, or girl, in the sense of a "crush" sort of thing. Since I grew up with the culture of Anime boy hubbies and beautiful anime girls, I just had too high of an expectation to actually like someone. The only thing that goes around my head is the fact that someone stands out and are attractive (to me, or anyone else), but really that's it. Because I haven't fallen in love, I want to know about the experiences that people who use to fangirl/fanboy over anime related characters, but end up falling for someone in reality. As a person who's sort of a realist, I don't wanna live my entire life as someone who just enjoys anime and manga and decides to never marry or date a real person. I want new experiences that'll make my life unique , just like everyone else.

I also must ask people what's it like to love. I always hear stuff like "Your heart beating", "You getting nervous around him", and other stuff that I can just search up on the internet, but is it always like that? I might sound stupid, but for someone who only reads and watches stuff about love, I just want to know how other people felt like when they were in love. How do I realize that I love this certain person? Just how am I supposed to act like if I find out I love them? What difficulties are there for loving the person I like? I want to know questions like that, things that real people have experienced.

Anyways, that's all I'm spilling out. I'll be grateful for anyone who actually responds to this with an nice answer that doesn't make me feel like an idiot. Also, just a bonus, but do you think it's okay for kids in the Middle Grade (6th, 7th, 8th graders) to date?

Choose any gender you'll like to experience being for 24 hours.

Female --> Male

1. Pick up girls/guys (IDK if this is still a thing)
Reason: Curiosity
2. Sleep with a guy (topping)
Reason: Curiosity
3. Sleep with a guy (bottom --> maybe a new guy or same guy if he's alright with it)
Reason: Curiosity
4. Sleep with a girl (why not)
Reason: Curiosity
5. Try on clothes (both male and female)
Reason: I'd like to flatter myself and see how well I look as a male in both male and female clothing.
6. Go on a date
Reason: Curious about how it feels to be a guy on a date (somehow I think it would be different for each gender but maybe not)
7. Surprise my family and friends
Reason: Just because why not ╮(￣▽￣)╭ their reactions would be quite fun to watch (I'll do this last though like in the last half hour before I change back)
8. Try flirting and see how many people I got (though IDK if i would know)
Reason: Curiosity
9. Take photos
Reason: To remember
10. Eat
Reason: Because I'm hungry

Share them here totally out of context, if you'd like ╮(￣▽￣)╭

does anyone wanna be friends? If so message me on instagram
@1.01.01.01.01 I’ll definitely reply lol, thanks bye.

How do you do it? Naked or with undergarments? Does it feel weird? I wanna know.. helpp （/TДT)/

I'm not 100% sure yet, but I think I'm genderfluid, and just wanted to ask if I'm fetishizing mlm because I read yaoi.
I've seen some comments saying that women aren't allowed to read yaoi cause it's the same as men with lesbians, but I just wanna know if I'm being a bad person by reading yaoi because sometimes I identify more as female than male.
Like, I dunno,,
Anyone have a verdict??
Thanks a bunch

Tell me if you want to in my discord server based on yaoi
i'll tell you the invite

So my bf just broke up with me. When he said it honestly I didn’t really feel anything, just gave him a thumbs up and went back to my work. Okay maybe I did feel something...I know that it sounds cruel but maybe I was a bit relived?Our personalities and interests all matched really well, it’s just, after the first 5months of being together I stopped really feeling anything romantically towards him. We’ve been together 3 years now and most days feel like an uphill battle. He has mental health issues and I feel like overtime I’ve turned into more of a mother figure than a significant other, and I’m so tired, maybe that’s why I didn’t really feel much when he suggested breaking up? Anyways I’m just a bit confused, was I actually in love to start with or was it lust? Maybe I just couldn’t bring myself to feel things romantically really cuz I was always too busy caring for him. I’m hoping that it was that. My previous relationship fizzled out similarly and I wasn’t a carer in that scenario so I’m a bit scared that I’m incapable of actually loving someone as more than a family member or a friend(which I still consider my, I guess, recent ex to be).

I'm 18Y old and man , I don't know whats wrong with me but I just can't fall in love. I do have a crush sometimes , like I can like sm , but never be in love with them. It's just a NO for me and I don't know why.
I like the apparence but when we talk it's just " AND I OOP"
I'm very passionate ( scorpio lol ) , I can flirt , I actually love flirting , I love attracting ppl , and It works , but Man I just don't know whats wrong with me.
IM NOT EVEN A PLAYER

hello to anyone reading this! i’m about to graduate college (without a lot of friends nor career-relevant experience) and i’m really curious what others on here decided to do with themselves post-high school, post-college, or just in general. obviously i’m going to try to find a job so i can “make my own way,” but i don’t find much of anything makes me happy. i know wanting happiness is a luxury - my financial stability provides me plenty of free time to explore my interests, like manga - but i am stuck feeling like i have nothing to live for. i have no close friends nor passions that i can feasibly pursue, and most of my post-graduation life will likely be spent at home. though i very much love my mom, i feel like i’m disappointing her with the downward trajectory my life has taken, so would prefer not to stay at home. how should i build up the motivation to do something with myself? i feel so hopeless now.

disclaimer: i like anime & kpop but can’t find either fulfilling... no genuine human connection there

does anyone have the raws to
연애제한구역 NO LOVE ZONE
베이비, 펑크 키드 BABY PUNK KID
언로맨틱 UNROMANTIC
?????

THANKS SO MUCHHH