about falling inlove
So my bf just broke up with me. When he said it honestly I didn’t really feel anything, just gave him a thumbs up and went back to my work. Okay maybe I did feel something...I know that it sounds cruel but maybe I was a bit relived?Our personalities and interests all matched really well, it’s just, after the first 5months of being together I stopped really feeling anything romantically towards him. We’ve been together 3 years now and most days feel like an uphill battle. He has mental health issues and I feel like overtime I’ve turned into more of a mother figure than a significant other, and I’m so tired, maybe that’s why I didn’t really feel much when he suggested breaking up? Anyways I’m just a bit confused, was I actually in love to start with or was it lust? Maybe I just couldn’t bring myself to feel things romantically really cuz I was always too busy caring for him. I’m hoping that it was that. My previous relationship fizzled out similarly and I wasn’t a carer in that scenario so I’m a bit scared that I’m incapable of actually loving someone as more than a family member or a friend(which I still consider my, I guess, recent ex to be).
about chat about anything
12 02,2020
I'm 18Y old and man , I don't know whats wrong with me but I just can't fall in love. I do have a crush sometimes , like I can like sm , but never be in love with them. It's just a NO for me and I don't know why.
I like the apparence but when we talk it's just " AND I OOP"
I'm very passionate ( scorpio lol ) , I can flirt , I actually love flirting , I love attracting ppl , and It works , but Man I just don't know whats wrong with me.
IM NOT EVEN A PLAYER
I like the apparence but when we talk it's just " AND I OOP"
I'm very passionate ( scorpio lol ) , I can flirt , I actually love flirting , I love attracting ppl , and It works , but Man I just don't know whats wrong with me.
IM NOT EVEN A PLAYER
about chat about anything
12 02,2020
hello to anyone reading this! i’m about to graduate college (without a lot of friends nor career-relevant experience) and i’m really curious what others on here decided to do with themselves post-high school, post-college, or just in general. obviously i’m going to try to find a job so i can “make my own way,” but i don’t find much of anything makes me happy. i know wanting happiness is a luxury - my financial stability provides me plenty of free time to explore my interests, like manga - but i am stuck feeling like i have nothing to live for. i have no close friends nor passions that i can feasibly pursue, and most of my post-graduation life will likely be spent at home. though i very much love my mom, i feel like i’m disappointing her with the downward trajectory my life has taken, so would prefer not to stay at home. how should i build up the motivation to do something with myself? i feel so hopeless now.
disclaimer: i like anime & kpop but can’t find either fulfilling... no genuine human connection there
disclaimer: i like anime & kpop but can’t find either fulfilling... no genuine human connection there
about looking for manga
12 02,2020
does anyone have the raws to
연애제한구역 NO LOVE ZONE
베이비, 펑크 키드 BABY PUNK KID
언로맨틱 UNROMANTIC
?????
THANKS SO MUCHHH
연애제한구역 NO LOVE ZONE
베이비, 펑크 키드 BABY PUNK KID
언로맨틱 UNROMANTIC
?????
THANKS SO MUCHHH
about looking for manga
12 02,2020
Please help me find a manhwa name "청사과 낙원". I don't no english name but I really want to find it
about looking for manga
Female, ive just masturbated for the first time and not sure if ive orgasmed or not. But i can feel the heartbeat in my lower body and idk y but my heart is racing. Did i orgasmed?
Ive read some on google but i didnt have that 'firework' feeling so im not rlly sure.
Oh one more thing. If i post this in the wrong place im srry. Srill confused with some of mangago's system.
Ive read some on google but i didnt have that 'firework' feeling so im not rlly sure.
Oh one more thing. If i post this in the wrong place im srry. Srill confused with some of mangago's system.
about looking for manga
12 02,2020
I am looking for a manga romance type, its the story of a girl who move in to a new house, and the house previous owner had passed away. But the owner became a ghost and just stay in the house with no memories. Then he met the girl and try to communicate with her. They fall in love. But then his "friend" met the girl and she know the girl can "see" him. His "friend" start to follow her and... I remember that his "friend" is the killer. He passed away in a party. My english is very bad, so sorry ;(. That's all i can remember. Please someone help me to find this manga. ╥﹏╥
about looking for manga
12 02,2020
Hi, in the past I read some chapters of yaoi manga where was boy with lion ears/tail and other boy with some kind of horse ears/tail..Can you please help me to find it?
(Sorry for my bad english)
(Sorry for my bad english)
about looking for manga
12 02,2020
This is a shoujo manga about a delinquent female lead and male lead. If I remember correctly they met for the first time in their first year of high school or middle school. The male lead was looking for the female lead cause he heard she was really strong so he wanted to challenge her but he only heard her name and didn’t know she was a girl. Stuff happens and they become very good friends. The ML falls in love with FL but she doesn’t notice. In one chapter, the FL skips school to attend her siblings parent conference I think cause they have absent parents. I also remember one chapter where she meets a rich young lady and helps her as she was being harassed, they switch uniforms for the day, the ML was really flustered when he saw her all lady like. I really want to find it again, thanks
about get to know you
12 02,2020
Do some of you have personal NSFW account on twitter or instagram? Let me follow you guys. I'd like to appreciate
about get to know you
12 02,2020
I need a list please! I'm looking for some SL with no rape, no weak FL, no mean ML, some good sex, and a good plot. If possible, some uncensored too please.
I'm in desperate need ya'll I be reading some good smutty BL but can't find some good smutty SL worth a damn. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I'm in desperate need ya'll I be reading some good smutty BL but can't find some good smutty SL worth a damn. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
about what to do next
11 02,2020
I've been on low point for quite a while and everytime I think it starts to get a little bit better shit hits the fan and I'm back where I started. It feels like I'll never be able to reach the finishline. At this point it's not like I rationally don't know what to do but emotionally it's getting harder. I can talk to friends and family but it doesn't relieve me in any way at the moment. Anyone any experience with this kind off thing because I really need some encouragement on what to do next or if I can just wait this out or something...
about having friends
about made true friends
11 02,2020
I just can't make any true friends Most people around me would be so busy hanging out with their friends or even chatting with their friends for 24/7!! while I'm here watching YouTube videos, reading manga and repeating the same thing everyday! UNTIL I get bored(or lonely).And even though I try my best to socialize it just won't CLICK!! like my personality and likes are so different from all the people around me that our friend relationship would either be 1)me faking my personality 2) I won't talk to you again(cause I'm probably embarrassed at our conversations). Like at one point I tried talking (a.k.a. Befriending) to my seatmate at school and our conversation is composed of "who would win in a fight between a milk fish and a cat fish"
11 02,2020
So I met a guy while playing. He seemed like a good person so after a month or two of talking we started dating. Of course he sent me pictures of himself, told me his name, where he lives, age and I even got to talk to his parents and friends.
He seems legit so I told my mom about him. She panicked when I told her and almost made brake up with him. Eventually mom and him talked on a video call and she calmed down a bit.
The problem is she's always suspicious of him and asks tricky questions. I don't want to to suspect he might be a bad person (not that I didn't considered it just don't want to be questioning every little thing he does) but my mom makes it really hard.
She even did a background research on him to make sure he was 100% legit.
My relationship with him is really good and I really like him but the anxiety of always questioning whether he is real or not hits hard. I never expressed this to him because I don't know how to. Plus his never or rarely given me a reason to doubt him/ given sketchy vibes.
I know our way of meeting wasn't the safest and I did take into consideration all that could happen. Just to clarify I'm not a minor just live with an overprotective family. And I have been dating him for a bit now.
Any advice? Opinions?
He seems legit so I told my mom about him. She panicked when I told her and almost made brake up with him. Eventually mom and him talked on a video call and she calmed down a bit.
The problem is she's always suspicious of him and asks tricky questions. I don't want to to suspect he might be a bad person (not that I didn't considered it just don't want to be questioning every little thing he does) but my mom makes it really hard.
She even did a background research on him to make sure he was 100% legit.
My relationship with him is really good and I really like him but the anxiety of always questioning whether he is real or not hits hard. I never expressed this to him because I don't know how to. Plus his never or rarely given me a reason to doubt him/ given sketchy vibes.
I know our way of meeting wasn't the safest and I did take into consideration all that could happen. Just to clarify I'm not a minor just live with an overprotective family. And I have been dating him for a bit now.
Any advice? Opinions?
about want to have fudanshi bf
11 02,2020
Young or old well thats your physical body, ever wondered how old your Mental age is... I did so I took the test. https://www.arealme.com/mental/en/
(p.s. my mental age is 43, and here i thought it would be 30 at least I feel sooo oolllddd (● ̄(エ) ̄●). well im still in my teens so pshh ( ̄O( ̄) idc)
(p.s. my mental age is 43, and here i thought it would be 30 at least I feel sooo oolllddd (● ̄(エ) ̄●). well im still in my teens so pshh ( ̄O( ̄) idc)
about want to have fudanshi bf
11 02,2020
I recently took an IQ test and was wondering if i should share it, aaanndd I chose to do it. If you want to find out yours here is the link https://www.arealme.com/iq/en/..
(p.s. my IQ score is 133 (≧∀≦) I feel so smart hehehehe~~)
(p.s. my IQ score is 133 (≧∀≦) I feel so smart hehehehe~~)
about get to know you
So.....A few weeks ago, a student from my grade stabbed another student from the same grade. The student(who stabbed the other student) got expelled, and is currently in juvenile jail.
Also, a few days ago I heard about an Asian dude saying the n word. I also heard the recording too. The teacher that heard it didn’t even care, she didn’t even called anybody up to talk to the dude. ONLY when it was lunch, did they come and take him. Smdh this is why I hate substitute teachers.
Also, a few days ago I heard about an Asian dude saying the n word. I also heard the recording too. The teacher that heard it didn’t even care, she didn’t even called anybody up to talk to the dude. ONLY when it was lunch, did they come and take him. Smdh this is why I hate substitute teachers.
about have sex
10 02,2020
If you could switch genders would you go after same sex or opposite sex?
For me if I became a guy I'd be gay and have awesome threesomes being in the middle all the time ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
For me if I became a guy I'd be gay and have awesome threesomes being in the middle all the time ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶