
and then hes gonna start talking about sappy stuff like how shes so cool and great and confident and he's gonna b like "i love her please entrust her to me" and then shes gonna b all shy and blushing and shes gonna b like "w-wow i didn't know he thought of me like that.... w-wait no... its just for the contract.... just for the contract...." and the families gonna be like "wow he's not that bad of a guy I GUESS we will entrust you to her whatever makes her happy"

You actually don't understand what I'm going through at all. There is absolutely nothing you could ever do that would cause you to feel the immeasurable want that I feel for Dr. Kang. Every single time I even hear his name, a shiver shoots down my spine and I orgasm on the spot. I'm being so serious. I don't want him. I NEED HIM! I need him like an amoeba needs water. I need him like life on Earth needs carbon. I NEED HIM! Please don't ever mention this manhwa again. I can't take it anymore! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! Every chapter I read, my mind sifts through each fantasy I have of him jumping on my cock, riding it, suckling it, kissing it, rubbing it, stroking it, licking it, pulling it, bopping it, TWISTING IT, and it can't go on any longer. I'm so insanely scared right now. I'm so scared of what Dr. Kang is doing to me BECAUSE I LOVE IT!!! My subconsciousness is filled with Dr. Kang. I can't even live a normal life anymore! What's 1+1? DR. KANG! What color is the sky? DR. KANG! Everything leads back to Dr. Kang. It's always Dr. Kang. DR. KANG, DR. KANG, DR. KANG, DR. KANG, DR. KANG! Oh, I'm going insane. I know I'm going insane. I can't look at my family anymore because they all know I'm insane. I really can't take it anymore! I don't go outside anymore or hang out with my friends. All I do is jerk off to him every single day, and I've done everything I could to try and stop, BUT I CAN'T! I really need it. I would say I want help, but I don't. Honestly, this is the best thing I could do with my life. It's dedicated to Dr. Kang. MY WHOLE LIFE REVOLVES AROUND DR. KANG! Oh, it's so horribly humiliating that I spent my life without the knowledge of Dr. Kang's existence. He's always been here with me. I can't describe how sticky my screen is. I can't describe how insane he's making me, and all I can think about is his pretty little face. It's really all I can do. The first thing I'll do in the afterlife is find a way to transmigrate into this manhwa just to breathe his air. This is it. My purpose. Save me, Dr. Kang. Dr. Kang! DR. KANGGGGGG!
honestly this was so good but what the fuck just happened??? like he got depressed and then he went to go do his dance thing and then the black-haired guy showed up with flowers and everythings good now
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WHAT?
AND THEY DIDNT EVEN GET TOGETHER AT THE END! like no because i completely understand that he doesn't wanna get with the guy who played him for months but like at that point either break it off or get over it and get with him like what is this relationship right now???? he's just an acquaintance? what is going on here buddy
ALSO I FEE LIKE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WAS RESOLVED??? HIS MOM TRAUMATIZED HIM AND NOTHING WAS DONE ABOUT HER, HIS DAD JUST DISAPPEARED AND NOTHING WAS DONE ABOUT HIM, HIS BROTHER MADE HIM ATTEMPT TO KILL HIMSELF AND NOTHING WAS DONE ABOUT HIM, MULTIPLE ASSHOLES IN SCHOOL AND NOTHING WAS DONE ABOUT ANY OF THEM, BLACK HAIRED GUYS BACKSTORY WASNT EVEN REVEALED????
the entire story was just really confusing and nothing was elaborated upon, there's like 8 different plot points that were mentioned and just never talked about again??? i feel like it would b a lot better if the whole thing wasn't squashed into 40 chapters, 180 AT LEAST would've been good because this had so so so much potential it was just kinda not that greatly executed???