Hey, this is the uploader for volume 11! To clear things up, i didn't translate anything and i got the copy of the official translation from mothman ( http://www.mangago.zone/home/people/613692/home/) who was kind enough to screenshot the pages one by one and share their copy. Forever thankful.
Ps. Pages in chapter 45 is a bit shuffled up, i've reported it. If anyone has problem with the pages please let me know/report!
Jesus christ geumsun and 704's relationship triggered me so much. I tried to shoulder on and keep reading but nope, fuck that. And it's such a bummer because literally everything else other than those two's sex scenes (and why were they always discussing important things while having sex?? I couldn't skip gdi) is amazing.
CONSENT AND COMMUNICATION ARE SO DAMN HOT
kinda sad that a couple like this is a rarity in the BL world, i mean look at that! A healthy relationship where the MCs have huge trust and confidence in each other, are not afraid to communicate what they want, supportive and just freakin wholesome in general! So glad i stumbled upon this manga, it made my shitty day loads better.
theres a drama and everything but LOOK AT HOW BABY YECHAN IS??? HES THE BABIEST EVER BABIED???? HOW CAN THIS MAN WITH A BODY LIKE THE ROCK BE THIS BABY??????
Anyway, unpopular opinion: i think people need to take a breath and really consider insuh's perspective. Someone had a good explanation below
( http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/10608579/)
--and i agree. He and yool weren't ready for each other when they started dating. All those sacrifice and selfishness between them tainted their relationship, but it's still really hard to let go of that after so many years. They have been together since highschool and they were once each other's pillar. Of course insuh and yool would have a hard time breaking up.
Another unpopular opinion: as much as i adore yechan, i think he needs to be more mature before he can be with yool. I want yool to stop being someone who takes care and sacrifices things for others, i want him to rest and have someone he can depend on emotionally-- and i think yechan isn't ready for that role yet.
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I'm so glad i didn't drop this, the start's a bit slow but after chapter 15 it's really picking up. The way the author portrayed ethan's trauma was really spot on, i got the chills. The disassociating, the irritation at everyone's sympathy, the constant feeling of not being enough, the suspicion that everyone who's good to you is just pitying you... i felt like looking back at myself, reading this. It was very well written, down to the way ethan felt empty and even more depressed once his abuser was gone, the way people perceive ethan's dad as a good man and how they easily asked ethan to forgive him because "it's been a long time", and how people who never had trauma think that there's a time limit to it. Damn. I'm just glad that ethan at least had his friends as a support...
One thing i was disappointed with is there's too much side characters that it felt like we don't really know anyone. So many important people that were described as very close to ethan barely interacted with him in the story, especially blue. We know very little about him and his family. Their relationship was supposed to be really deep, but we barely see them together. Ethan's issues with him also felt so hurriedly resolved. Meanwhile, blue's cousins were said to play a big role in ethan's recovery but they just disappeared towards the end.
Another disappointing thing is that we never got to see jimmy open up to ethan. We know vaguely what was happening with him: rich family, controlling parents, him wanting to be free, etc etc. But it would've been nice to see him telling all that to ethan.
But alas, great webtoon. Glad i read it.











Ngl that was so hard to read... it broke my heart too many times, but all that pain still paid off when sumire finally saw himself as someone worthy of happiness.