
Everyone stop saying " oh no they will break up because if drama ...it's too sad"
They must talk to each other about porn industry issues such as privacy , jealousy, morality , and exposed identity.... in the novel they both stop porn but here it's hazy and unclear. Ed also need to confront McQueen about that porn movie about rapist which really disrespectf rape victims...ed needs to confront him to make sure he's boyfriend is mentally, morally sane or not ..
They need to communicate and confront not just sex....up until now they only had sex and passionate moments ...it's time to keep their horn sausages in their pants and use their lips and mouth for communication not just oral sex....if they cannot solve their issues with communication and trust then they better go continue their separate lives.

I fucking don't understand that shinwooooo.
Is he insane or is it that my definition of love and relationships was wrong up until noww???
Shinwoo literally lies and cheats behind sebin back and he claims he loves only sebin ????? Can't he see his boyfriend is trying hard to satisfy his slutty fetishes , while shinwoo himself is doing nothing selflessfor sebin? If he is sexually incompatible with sebin then stop being a liability to sebin and break up with him ...go find a super sadist boyfriend who can fulfill you fucking needs.

I really don't understand the blonde sex friend theory ...why taesoo had sex with his sexfriend blondie??? Based on what his blonde friend said: shinwoo get what sebin can't give him and taesoo goes to his blonde sex friend to get what shinwoo can't give him....
But the thing is CHEATING SHINWOO IS ALREADY GIVING TAESOO WHAT HE WANTED WHICH IS SEX WITH ONE HE LIKES.
So why is he getting back to his sex friend for sex ??? To get more sex ?? I don't understand taesoo likes shinwoo but can't have him as his boyfriend, however at least his sexual needs can be fulfilled when he accompanies shinwoo in his cheating. So why go back to sex friend blondie???
This makes taesoo's feelings for shinwoo shallow and insincere for me. Just like how shinwoo's feelings is super insincere for sebin.

Okay I have to give taesoo credit for understanding the dynamics of a healthy relationship = you can't say you love someone then do things that will hurt the one you claim to love such as cheating, lying, insincerity....
At least taesoo understand shinwoo is being ridiculous when he sucks his "friends" dicks behind his boyfriend back while claiming he loves his boyfriend

What happened to the girl sangwoo had sex with in motel when he first spotted CEO uke in the vip having gangbang?

Wow really??I'm a demisexual and an anti social person so maybe I don't understand. It's sad people initiate such intimate physical contact yet they do not actually want to reach to touch, and know each other's entity(love)....always short-lived encounters short-lived affairs......
Sangwoo was with that girl but in his mind he was thinking of the CEO uke ...it was like the girl was a tool for releasing sangwoo's desire.
Reminds me of Zizek quote:Pure sex is masturbation with a real partner who functions as a prop for our indulging in fantasies, while it is only through love that we can reach the … Other.

I am not sure what a demisexual is and only know about one night stands from my friends. I have never had one and don't plan to. I have a huge fear of "things" touching me. My only relationship of a sexual nature lasted a short 10 years. Never again I lost all my faith and trust in people. I also don't understand the point of a one night stand. I just know that they are a thing. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

In chapter 9 page 7 ...what do they mean " do you think they put him with 5 girls"??? Who have been put for five girls????

In Korea, it’s common for Male office workers to go to “hostesses clubs” in which they speak about contracts. The girls there do some sexual favours to the customers. And so in order to come to an agreement, corporate workers can pay to each other some of these girls services.
By the way this is why this kind of enterprises are male dominated : it’s not convenient to have female managers because they can’t go to these clubs.

Can I just say hajin brown-haired ex is an Assssss
He held hajin's hand, walked him to his house , had sexual intimacy with him , and at the end he indirectly says " we should breakup "???? Go f**K yourself .
Well it's hajin's fault too. In earlier chapters when hajin is having sex with this douchbag brown-haired guy , hajin asked him do you touch all your clients, and the guy says yes it's nice perk to the gig. Idiot hajin should have cut ties with him right there

Isn't it sad and frustrating that people have this initials of soulmates but they stopped believing in it cuz of the chances of finding them , and they are sleeping/dating/marring with someone else??? I admire the uke's virginity of mind and body for holding to his values and has not given up the search for his mate.

Hmm, I think it's a yes and no.
If that's the way the uke feels, good for him for sticking to his guns. Also he kinda didn't - because he literally had sex with chef without knowing if that was his soulmate lol.
Like sure, you've got a 'fated' person - but I'm not sure that this hypothetical person is absolutely the only person you've got the capability to love? Plus we're all different with different circumstances.
I mean relationships take work - soulmates or not. If you're in a position of possibly not finding 'the one' (whatever that means - probably more then initials haha) then I don't see why you shouldn't try with others.
Someone please explain the ending.... has bum died? Their promise ,which sangwoo said " kill yourself if I die", was fulfilled? Please explain
The reason why the author drew the ending like that is to leave it to what the reader thinks.
The open ending is so not suitable for this work...
But even if Bum survives I don't think that kind of living can be called bring alive. Bum can't even speak of how he felt for sangwoo who is considered a monster in the eyes of the world...The only happy moments in life for Bum was when sangwoo treated him kindly. After sangwoo's death, Bum is back to his empty life.