
whatever people say i like this story.
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the suffering aren't prolonged or stretched out like in other angsty bl. both mc and ml aren't scum. i think the misunderstanding are quickly resolved. and i felt a bit relatable how hard it is to have mental problem and the only one you can rely or want to be with also not in a good space. it's not fking easy to go meet a therapist... at least han sekye didn't have financial issue. yijun isn't a doormat either, he's just loved sekye too much. he knew how to stand up to himself. believe me it took so much courage to cut off relationship either with your beloved lover or parents. sekye did bad for trying to manipulate yijun before and selling pity, which is again relatable, but kudos for yijun for seeing through him and didn't fall for it. idk why, i do want yijun to be happy. but sekye need him so much and i truly believe he could change. i just have very soft spot towards people with mental illness.
lastly i dont think this is too slow or too fast.

i like this tho. coming back to old troupes like this ain't bad. it feels both nostalgic and refreshing.
i know doing gender-bender and cross-dressing like this "nowadays" isn't cool. ikuto should have been considered transgender from "progressive standard", yet it's clear the world will consider him as "her" and ikuto also consider "himself" as a "princess" because he had no choice. however he still prefer to be called by male pronoun anyway.
it's confusing, it's akward to readers. worst case scenario, you would call this bl bait or even queer bait although it's clearly doesn't have that malicious intent.
but i am tired of over serious story with mature people everywhere. it's not that this story isn't serious, but you can see the plot feel perfunctory or very anime-ish. but i need this kind of story right now!
for me they're very cute children as well. very fluffy
i like the plot but i wish they have just a bit of optimistic view so they won't be so depressed, i feel so bad for them. fortunately the ending is optimistic although it's a bit sudden