The pain of knowing, “to all the girls you've loved before.” sighs*
Idk maybe I'm a sucker for older semes obsessing over their younger partners. So yes! I wanna see our seme lose his calm demeanor. Like for once burn in jealousy, obsess over yiyoung, get insecure over the age gap, be clingyy AF. Lol
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Same. That would be hot. Also he is mature so he knows where the line is.
Yeah... The latest chapter made me mad at Mr Kang. But a new character will add spice to their relationship.
SPOILERS below:- This story wasn't bad. But imo it wasn't realistic on how some people are portraying it to be. There are some realistic elements that's all. Both the characters are TRASH & problematic. They need to go to therapy together. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
The seme has a facade around everyone except the Uke. He initially exploits the Uke's feelings, engaging in manipulation, emotional abuse, and taking advantage of him. This mistreatment continues even after they start dating. Notably, he brings another girl over, kisses her to provoke a reaction from the Uke (which is considered cheating to me), and also goes to the extent of leaking private photos to manipulate the Uke.
On the other hand, Uke has a pattern of developing feelings for individuals who mistreat him, but he tends to lose interest once they start to genuinely care for him. He sees people he's interested in as a conquest or a prize to be won, deriving satisfaction from their affection but also feeling repelled by it when it's reciprocated. Uke has a complex relationship pattern characterized by a cycle of attraction and detachment. He's not a saint either & he acknowledges that.
In a real-life scenario, their relationship would be undeniably toxic, marked by mutual mistreatment and manipulation. They both engage in harmful behavior, making it difficult to judge who is worse. It would've been better if they didn't end up together. I would've enjoyed it more making it more realistic.
They decided to start over after all that toxic shenanigans as if that'd work in real life scenario but this is FICTION. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
ON CONCLUSION, they're both F*CKED UP & they're gonna be licking each other's wounds. So maybe their dynamic/relationship works for them.
THE END. (〜￣△￣)〜
Wish I’d read this comment before wasting my time reading this. You summed it up so well.
Hehe... Thank you. I completed reading it but I was dissatisfied with the ending so had to. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
I really should have read your comment before bc it didn't take 60 chapter... but idk why but I'm kind of relieved that they end up together not happy but relieved bc if somebody else had to handle them than they would have to go to therapy for much longer than these assh*les(☞ ಠ_ಠ)☞
You know the starting over was not a real choice, but an ultimatum, because the Seme was not planning to let it go.
You’re right but I don’t think the mc had a thing for people who mistreated him, I think he made them that way with the love bombing and shit cus the red haired dude wasn’t like that until after he started dating the mc that he became crazy toxic and mc enjoyed watching him suffer he admitted to that and also with the other dude he ended up with then he realized he was the problem but then the dude was also problematic
I'd kinda feel the age gap if I were the uke. But the uke is quite optimistic about everything even if it's natural to feel down considering all of Mr Kang's exes. He still shows a cheerful side and tries to hide his inferiority which is a totally natural human instinct to do yet maybe he tries so hard to be more mature & calm cause he has an older lover which is also kinda sad cause babe you're young, live a little, be a lil selfish, it's okay! (〜￣△￣)〜
Well, I'm sure our uke is different to all those exes. It's Mr Kang who needs to keep up with his young lover cause he's already an ajuicy. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
I immensely from the deepest core of my being hate that BITCH raym or whatever the f*ck her name is. GURLLL! Be gone!! (╬￣皿￣)凸 BTW is she Eunhyuk's step sister or something?
Also, I'm kinda lowkey out of my wits waiting for atleast something significant to happen in this story. The only thing that has happened until now is the bastard of an ex getting what he deserved & it has been revolving in that arc for the past 70 chapters. I'm not saying it should be fast paced but come on... Get moving already!! We have yet to know Raiym's intentions or why she did that to fl, Dohwa is yet to get rejected, Raiym's and Eunhyuk's sus relationship or past? Marang company and it's issues with our FL, WHAT TF HAPPENED TO GAINING LOVE POINTS plot? FL and Eunhyuk's relationship development, etc etc... Maybe be I'm just impatient. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I am ABANDONING this story for a while. I'll come back after some more chapters are piled up so I can binge it. Byes ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
She's his half sister.
Only six chapters? No not today!! (￣ε(#￣)Σ I'll save it for later when there's more chapters. Binge reading is much better. I just checked ch 6 & ahemm... The art. I cannot unsee what I saw. Lol ╮(￣▽￣)╭
S P O I L E R S! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Just saw the spoilers & it frustrates me at how much the uke has been taken advantage of by everyone in this world. He was looking after his pathetic fu*k family, then the loan sharks who continuously abuses, harasses him, then it's Mr Kwon & his pathetic ass of a seme who is an emotionally unavailable piece of garbage who rapes him too and we also have that actor/coworker of his that has an unhealthy spineless obsession with the uke!
& now he's literally getting raped by that fucking loan shark in ch 67 & yes the seme saw it and he is about to smash his head open. But I am FRUSTRATED WITH EVERYONE IN THIS STORY! God forbid I will ISEKAI and kill them MF's and die saving our uke if that's the last thing I could do! (╬￣皿￣)凸
The MC frustrates me to no end in this manhwa.
Tbh, I feel the uke is partly getting his karma for the way he treated his ex. While on the other hand, seme, the GARBAGE is annoying AF. What gives him the right to say anything to the uke and his bestfriend?? The first thing that should actually come out of his mouth is an APOLOGY! Not even a, 'I'm sorry or I was wrong...' (╬￣皿￣)凸 This man and his AUDACITY!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Okay... They're clingy and stuck to the hip, it's kinda cute. I like it. However, idk why... I just found the bestfriend to be kinda annoying. (〜￣△￣)〜 Maybe it's cause I just wanna see the main pair more, living peacefully & doing couple things after all that traumatic events. The best friend felt like an annoying stuck up third wheeler, third wheeling away and he doesn't get the hint too. *sighs*
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I used to like him but now he's really annoying
Ikr... Idk why I found him annoying this time & the way he talks to our uke too. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
He was acting childish and rude for no reason
Wtf. I know it was already cringey and plotless but it ends like that, without any closure or context? (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ to hell with this. I'm out!
The seme is a psychopath who becomes intrigued by the uke. He experiences a range of emotions towards the uke, which he struggles to understand. These feelings eventually turn into an obsession and possessiveness. While he's not explicitly in love, he has a strong interest/desire for the uke. I can't say it's love/like till now. If that's called love. It's FUCKED up. I don't like how it's going cause bro literally sexually assaulted our uke! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
On the other hand the uke is emotionally weak, frequently crying & appearing indecisive. Despite claiming a desire for revenge, he often contradicts himself by saving the seme and showing attraction towards him which in turn causes him to feel guilty. He also has a low self-esteem and lacks confidence which gets annoying sometimes. I really want to see his Chara development!
As for Jennie, she is seen through Uke's POV as a good friend, but according to me, she is a bad friend. She takes advantage of their friendship, using her mental illness as an excuse to emotionally use him. She's kind of overbearing, entitled, and quick to shift blame onto others but herself. In their friendship it's all about her. Despite some few good moments of caring, I doubt the authenticity of her friendship & I believe she's a bad friend. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
Sighs* This has been a ride. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧