My sweet dumpling is getting there. I actually really appreciate that he IS questioning these things and taking time to figure out how he feels and what he wants. For someone with his background and trauma, just being able to tell Hyun that he needs to step back and figure things out on his own vs just automatically going along with what Hyun wanted takes HUGE strength and when they do get together they'll be on much more even footing.
The yearning fell flat for me tbh, I think because we never really saw them being happy together in any significant way. Most of the flashbacks were to MC ignoring ML and ML not saying anything about it. So we're just told they had a happy relationship with nothing to back it up. ¯_(ツ)_/¯ Rufus' facial expressions were the best part for me.
Real grossed out by the last part of his whole “would you still like me?” speech. “Even If I shoved whatever I want all the way inside you no matter how much you say it hurts?” The fuck was that, man?? He’s been pretty great overall so it seemed way out of character.
I think that was a way for him to express the intensity of his desire for him and maybe a concern about a potential lack of self control... like, would you still love me if my lust got the best of me? I definitely got weirded out by that part as well but thinking about it in that angle makes it a bit better for me, especially with Moonie noding, probably sharing the same desires and concerns
I agree LOL but he's been really sweet so far and you can see that it's actually working in turning his partner on PLUS he's asking, it's dirty talk but I do think if his partner wasn't getting heated up and nodding along that he would have snapped out of it. A lot of super sweet people become freaky deaky in the sheets and I think that's him LOL but I do 100% understand the doubt and ig we'll just have to see if he falls into the same patterns
The whole business arrangement sex partners thing really IS miserable. No one is enjoying this. Real talk, MC deserved to be dumped but ML is being a dick about it. He’s like a hot brick wall, only less talkative. And barring extreme circumstances, dumping someone you were with for three years over text is fucking COLD and very douchey.








WELL they straight up told us things are about to get reeeeeal bad so come with tissues next time... ugh...
I gotta say I appreciate a) that Han-Gun doesn't just jam his dick in immediately, and b) as slight as Won is, when he's naked he doesn't look like a child. So often characters that are small in stature end up looking creepily kid-like.