Summary of this trash story :
So the MC has a boyfriend but chase another guy, asking to be fucked everytime they meet. Also fantasizing about that guy everytime be fucks his boyfriend.
Eventually, MC learns his boyfriend was only trying to satisfy the MC’s kink. So MC left the house to join his secret fuck buddy.
MC decides out of nowhere that he should break up because he is dirty(i think he means being gay/masochist) and that he dont want his BF to be dirty too.
So he starts dating the guy he had been fucking.
Now that he dates the new guy, suddenly it turns out he might go back to his old BF
*i cant help but think of Chang, wether its positive or negative*
Seriously this author..... like yea i get it, it’s normal you think of the man that raped you. But there should be NO positive in that. And yet the author still plays the *he has mixed feelings* card after all the stuff Chang did.
This story just go worse and worse. Creating a fight, Ed going for prostituion, turns out he only slept with Chang. That all was just a setting for Chang to rape Ed.
And we still haven’t gone through *mixed feelings*
This story was stupid enough with Chang’s fake love...
The author should just add a *what if Ed choose Chang* at this point, since rapist who destroy someone’s life BECAUSE they love them is her type.
This manwha was better before it had a real story.
Well. As someone who can 100% understand Ed, I can only say, yes, you really have mixed feelings in the beginning. It's confusing, yeah, still it's like that.
I think you've misunderstood something. Ed does not have any mixed feeling TOWARDS Cheng. He had mixed feelings about other stuff, but one thing for sure, he despises Cheng (Understandably so).
Yeah but I do agree with you, on that 'making the rapist an emotionally constipated person, thus have the excuse to rape' thing. I absolutely DO NOT LIKE the author treats the rapists (McQueen included).
Nevermind. You right. Ed does have conflicted feeling towards Chang.
It's just what rape does to you. You feel conflicted.
For my own mental sanity, because this manwha is not helping it, I would like to think that Ed has "mixed feelings" about Chang not because he loves him (I HOPE), but because Chang used to be his friend back then. I think some part of him still longs to talk to Chang because he was such an important person for him in the past, but the money issue and then him raping Ed has left him with more negative feelings than the positive ones he used to have.
Like I get it. It's difficult to let a friend go, specially a toxic one who has the ways of crawling back into your life, but let's stop romanticising rape oh my god.
Ed spent years on that debt. He lost years of his youth doing nothing but trying to get money.
And all these years, Chang treated Ed like shit.
So right from the start of the story, it was already over the top(for me) to see Ed having mixed feelings towards Chang.
And even after being raped, he still has mixed feelings. Not to mention, Chang(right after the rape) telling McQueen(while leaning on Ed) : oh yea we had such a great time together.
This has nothing to do with the author trying to make it real. It’s just the author trying to make Chang look less terrible.
I’m still mad that the author dared to include *the worst in this(rape) is that it feels good*.
Like i said before, of course it can physically feels good. But i thought Ed was at a point where his hatred would be enough that his focus wouldn’t be on that physical pleasure.
... he even got wounded to the point he couldn’t resist anymore..........
But seems like the author preferred for Ed to never totally hate Chang, still thinks of him(as if he wished Chang could be part of his life, but it just can’t happen anymore) and that his worst memory of the rape, is it felt good (and that he is ashamed of that).
Believe me, I completely agree with you. I'm just trying to justify the author's words because I somehow have to finish this manwha because I hate leaving things half done but I. I cannot cope with Chang's character. The story started quite well and it has become progressively more and more toxic and over the top with every issue.
Same i cant leave a story unfinished. But i did skip like 10 chapters when i saw the spoilers. (They made me lose interest and i was able to skip some chapters but i wanted to see how it would end. Kind of disappointed but im glad skipped chapters xD)
I did that too! Not because of the spoilers, actually I was lucky. I opened the last updated chapter by mistake instead of the last chapter I had read and I managed to skip all of the rape part, up until Glenn and Chang have a physical fight. I was SO glad, I cannot even read about those scenes in a novel, imagine seeing one :'D
Still, I managed to get the general idea, which is that Chang is a piece of shit as far as things go lol
Me too. I already know all of these facts, and hate it with passion. But can't leave things midway. So gotta read and have the tiniest faith. And I wish I was lucky like you guys and could've skipped those chapters.
Aw D: Good luck, you can skip some of the worst parts and still get the important info with a quick reading, don't worry. You still have the anti Chang club here giving you strength!!
Preach
Did they have sex multiple times or was this their 2nd time?
He just came to the university as if he visited many times. BUT when fucking the girl, he remembered the uke’s face from 1st time (which more or less implies they didn’t do it after that, because he could have just remembered the uke’s face from the last time they did it)
i think this is the second time that they had sex
The major flaw in this is :
If you love someone, you want them to love you.
But Youngha didn’t care about that. Getting sex only was good for him. Even if that meant hurting his *loved one* and being hated.
Well... they always bring that kind of bs in yaoi (i love him so much i’ll rape him). And i just can’t see love in that.
The MC was utter trash.
I am happy that Seok il is happy but honestly, i just wish we get a deserving ending such as :
Seok il drop Woohyun. Gets a new girlfriened. And they have a baby. Happily every after.
New partner+baby is the way to go
This story be like :
CRY FOR THE UKE
FEEL SAD FOR THE NICE GUY
YOU KNOW WHAT? THE BAD GUY IS GOING TO HAVE A SHITTY LIFE
OH WELL WHATEVER, THE SEX FRIEND ALSO HAD IT SHITTY
YOU HAPPY? BAD ENDING FOR EVERY FUCKING CHARACTERS
Honestly... not that i was wishing for happy ending for the cheater and the sex friend. Being seeing them all sad and all wasn’t fun either. I wished he was just didn’t love the MC and instead of being sad, him getting hardcore punishment. Atleast i could find some relief in that.
Instead it’s just misery everywhere @-@
And the sex friend’s story was so out of place... is that it about him? If you gonna give him a backstory i hope he survived that accident. Because otherwise i dont understand why we got ONE chapter about his life AFTER the story.
When he has a wife, recently broke up with the uke like it was nothing, but it’s a yaoi so all these things are irrelevant because we need hardcore pushy semes for more drama.
Who? Jaehee has a girlfriend not a wife (dated about a year)(chapter 20)
And Hajin and Jaehee broke up over a year ago.
Oh just a girlfriend? RIP somehow i was sure he broke to marry that girl.
Also, i mean, considering the Jaehee dated the MC for years, 1 year isn’t that long since their break up.
Chapter 14 she says boyfriend there too.(I think) Hangyum and Hanwool talked in chapter 21. Hanwool helped with Hajin where Hangyum helps Hanwool with Sohyun.
If he did broke up Hajin to marry Sohyun, that has not happen yet.
I think Jaehee and Hajin has know each other for 3 years. Dated two years and have not seen each other for over a year.
I am a bit out of touch with the English version
Why is it always like that.... uke getting touched because the seme acted like a normal human being.
*omg he is sorry for cumming on my face/eye, i am getting butterflies* ...
EXACTLY!. Thank you so much
I understand what you're getting at. We've seen it a hundred times. But the story need some development and it's not like he's going to profess his undying love anytime soon. It's just one of those small gesture that 'caught you off guard' deal.
The power of Gap Moe. Like the scene where u see the mean badboy pick up an abandoned kitten in the rain, or when the cold bitch blushes when u call her cute, or when your cute boyfriend turns out to be a psychopath and kills people who bother u.... U know the typical stuff lol
He could have just re-called the whole thing, thinking it felt good.
And even if it caught him off guard, that’s not a reaosn to have such a reaction.
Even if the girl that bitch in my back everyday holds the door for me once. Says sorry when she accidently pushed me. I’m not gonna think : omg she is actually such a nice person!
Even if i didn’t expect any respect from her, and surprised she sincerely said sorry.
Um.... this is actuallly not fun at all. All this time Chanwoo was getting boyfriends. He refused MD and he was getting serious about a new partner. AND YET he gets into mental crisis when he sees someone kissing MD.
Like..... you could have just dated MD if you wanted him for yourself.
Also i feel a bit sad for the random guy. He deserved the be manipulated the same way he manipulated Chanwoo though. But i still feel bad because he put so much effort into something and it all crashed down.
And he lost to Chanwoo, the guy who turns down MD but still panic when he sees MD kissing someone.
The story is still good overall. That new guy made it quite interesting and MD is good too. But Chanwoo was quite boring in the story.
Chanwoo can date whoever he wants, reject whoever he wants. He never realised his true feelings for MD because he wasn't in the right mental state. He just got abused and used, give him a break.
*he never realises his true feelings*
Thats the problem. Thats the annoying cliché part of this character. And that’s also what caused the major plot if his side story.
That’s something i could understand from a 10 years old. Coming from an adult, that’s pretty stupid.
Like I said, how do you expect someone that isn't in the right mental state to realise his feelings? He probably doesn't expect to like MD, since he isn't his type at all, and it would be a shock to him too.
He was in his right mind when he rejected MD though.
And so what if he was? He isn't obligated to accept, he can reject him if he wants to.
I think you got me wrong.
The scene of Chanwoo going into mental distress implies that he likes MD a lot.
Hence why i find him annoying as a character. Because it means despite liking MD, he rejected MD. Because he didn’t realise his feelings.
*not realising his feelings* is what makes me think he is annoying as a character.
Many characters and people don't realise their feelings, it's a normal thing. Most people don't know at first.
If you find it normal to reject someone that you actually love because you didn’t realise your feelings thats ok. But i personally can’t relate.
I personally dont understand how you can’t realise your feelings when the opportunity is right in front of you.
It's because the chance for him to realise his feelings hadn't came yet.
tell me about it ╮(￣▽￣)╭ I don't really care about that random guy, he should learn not to be a stalker but at least he was much more honest about his feelings than the brat Chan it almost makes me laugh. I kind of wish MD will get a new sub instead of Chan but that will never happen
I bet the uke is thinking *if i continue, im gonna turn gay* (which is gonna make his life more difficult). So i can understand BUT isn’t a bit late to act like that?... he already gets flustered by looking at handsome men on the streets.