
that the dad literally was raised to be a psychopath himself. He may not actually be one, but became sociopathic instead (people who grew up to develop antisocial personality disorder and many other additional things that come with it)....he was born into that, just like his own kids and had to, for his own survival, kill all his 34 siblings to become emperor and probably also kill his own father (who probably was like him or maybe even worse who knows) to become emperor and finally not have death threats several times a day anymore....then he went on doing the things he was thaught since he probably could understand language to do "continue the tradition"....like bruh...so you cannot really put blame on him for behaving immorally and irresponsibly as a father....he is not a normal human anyway....and she is a special kid with the soul of a 300 year old woman in her so obviously she is different to regular children who do cannot be cocky with a scary man like the emperor, even if they are forced to live in a vicious environment since birth and adjust to it....10 year olds talk about killing and have body parts in reserve as presents and crap...so obviously....nothing here is normal...she is the only one that is different to the usual vibe in that palace....even though i also find it a bit cheesy....but yeah....she is not affected and did not assimilate into that vibe like the normal children....who the emperor was also one of himself....she is probably supposed to be the saviour who abolishes that crappy tradition and makes it so no kids in her generation are killed and die may be....and can make a tragic dude like emperor feel some human emotions....
but i am fucking pissed at that magician...i hate being cornered with my weaknesses and do things i don't want to do....so this kinda stuff irks me lots...i hope there is a freaking awesome convening development to come for this dude to be the chosen ml....right now he has no charm at all...

i get the creeps when guys who just had sex with someone or are sexually attracted to someone think to themselves of tham as "this kid"....like dude...that´s a really nasty way to think of someone you want to fuck/just fucked.....

I know. In the other languages I speak there is also stuff that you cannot 1 on 1 translate as it will loose the meaning. But I just generally experience it in many stories with a bit of an age gap or even real life. Where a grown ass man calls an adult women he is flirting with or courting "girl". Like it seems harmless, but only if you are someone that has no idea about the impact and importance of wording and language in general...or people who call adult men they lust after "boy"....like bruh wtf...or "such a cute kid" ....i know usually people don't always read into it much, if the atmosphere while saying it was harmless...but if you take out all the details and just take the word as is, it is just creepy to me....why people would subconsciously choose to label a person they are sexually attracted to with words meant for minors...

you are just 40. If you have a weak body and stamina, exercise a bit haha. I find it scary if people don't exercise and start breaking down physically already before the age of 70 (at least).. my grandpa was still running around with teens and playing soccer at that age, so no excuses honey. my other grandpa was not an ex athlete, but a farmer and he farmed his own land even at age 70 every year, farmed and tended to his hobby garden himself and went on minimum 5 km walks every single day. (not run, but walk, but still!)....so yeah....20 minutes of exercise once every 2 days for your whole body is nothing hard to do dude....just saying for the REAL people here in the chat. take care of your body so you can utilise it as best as possible until you can no longer do it anymore (death) haha...

but I want a story for Naru please....gosh how he looked at them when they finally overcame Asahi´s big traumas and shit....I suddenly felt tender and usually that happens when I detect a sole that feels lonely and is trying their best to cope and make their best of their life without becoming a bitter bitch....a strong beautiful soul trying their best every day but still sometimes not able to stop themselves longing for love....gosh naruuu....he gives me the vibes of being one unforgettable uke...

he gives the vibe of someone who could be an awesome bottom. Not because of his long hair or something...I mean he has this aura...a guy who only would allow someone to make him a bottom who is special vibe...I know some of those types of characters and they are the ones I feel are unforgettable....they still so hot and charismatic man and woman would beg them to top them....but only seme knows their switch...ya know? but i don't really care deeply though....just in general want a story for naru...doesn´t matter if he is top/bottom or switch

but just saying:
that amount is not enough to make essences for perfumes....you need a ton for even a bottle of 10ml of something...especially if it is from flowers....heh...

my mom worked for a brand that made essences and soaps and stuff you know. And she told me how much lavender they needed JUST to get 10 bottles of 10ml of lavender essence and the company also quickly abandoned that branch as well it took them way to much time and energy and resources to produce that kind of pure quality they always strive for (it's their motto) and the price would be just to crazy for it to be worth it....i think she said 10kg lavender for 10ml of essence? If I am not wrong?
when I see people tattoo animal style stuff on them....
I wonder what animals would think seeing that, if they could like talk.
Probably something like:
"Look at those losers, I swear, how pathetic are you to try and fake our beautiful natural patterns to feel better in your own skin. Tsktsk."