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how did the little brother become a little sister? I mean, I am just wondering if there was a mistake with translation or if I just got lost somehow, or if something awesome like a lgbtq awareness is going on here in a very lowkey natural way (づ￣ ³￣)づ

idiot one the dad is just...like....yeah he should continue being useful and making her happy without making her aware what he is doing so she won`t feel pressured to return favours forever from now on in order to not be a complete loser who made his own daughter kill herself, while thinking he was taking well care of her....but second idiot, who made her so scared she chose suicide has a chance to make her...cause he is a kid who never learned anything but fight and kill and war, and he never had met her before nor was he in any relationship with her to take notice of his behaviour so he has still small room to be forgiven and considered to be let in to her inner circle where she truly love him and is close to him....like for the dad there is no room, cause she died off already....anyway....be useful to her guys....thanks

innate traits, there are this and that kind of children. For example I am a person with the personality of someone who could walk her own path all alone and still be happy as fuck. Even if it means I will be abandoned or have to abandon people. It will hurt, I will feel pain and remember and be sad, but I won`t fucking make myself dependent on those kinds of things that much to become someone I would feel utter disgust in being. You know? Weak, begging, easily swayed. I understand her, I also understand the reincarnated mc. But I HOPE this won´t be the kind of story where the father will be forgiven as a missunderstood loving daddy. Like I also have a good looking man as a father, he has awesome career and is intelligent. But at home he is a narcissistic idiot. He always was. So no matter how much I know he loves me, the days he pretends nothing ever is wrong or he never did anything wrong and was trying to be all fluffy and showed his affection, how others tell me how he talks proudly about me. Nothing matters. Why? I won´t take away all the traumas that accumulated. All the times he broke something in me without apologisind and afterwards acting like I am insane for not loving his awesome self who is such a perfect father and pretending he did something wrong just to make him feel bad. A guy who tells his back then 17 year old daughter she is either possessed by satan or has schizophrenia, rather than accepting that she actually has depression from living in that kind of toxic family and now being exhausted. It is crazy to live a life where only you are the one who can give yourself confidence from a very young age. I nearly id go insane from being the only one confirming my feelings and memories are my truth, because my environment didn`t ever consider that the normal family I had was actually fucked up. The guy who one second calls me a bitch and five minutes later after coming back from the toilet says let`s watch a movie together and then is hurt and tells me i am a bad daughter because I don`t feel happy and agree. The hell. So now we are just adults that are related. As a father figure I abandoned him. But I am still in contanct now with him as an adult. I forgave him, but that does not mean I forgot. I just learned to not need a father in my life and be my own support and boss. I don`t blame him anymore, I see all that traumatic shit as a lesson that is actually now sometimes an advantage. I sure would have loved to live a life without all these stones in my way, but whatever. So for this dude now to suddenly be the `missunderstood loving father`like bruh EW. I never like this trope. Rarely do I accept it. Because you cannot ever forget. Now that I don`t need my dad anymore he is also like some mushy guy who cautiosly tries to accomodate me never say anything to make me angry, encourages me, listens to me, buys me stuff that i actually would like and does not ever try to use the things he does against me to make me feel guilty and listen to him. Something the me as a child would have loved and needed, but the me now just finds burdensome as hell and just annoying. Cause I don`t want it nor need it nor asked for it. Anyway, I would love to see this dude be some way put infront of a mirror or just be treated this way, too. You were irresponsible and a loser of a parent. Does not matter your actual "intentioms" and "innate real self and feelins", what matters are actions and they can never be undone. So this just feels pathetic to me now....suddenly he is the loving dude who wants to support his daughter, but is just awkward with i?t SURE. You failed big time already. Conditioning your real daughter with your ACTIONS enough to think you would be the kind of person that wants her to commit suicide by cutting herself down. That is the kind of father you are. SO BASTA. No redemption for you. Gosh. I hope mc makes him calm his horses and just finds happiness after making all these losers face reality and take responsibility for their actions. The heck.

I wonder if this also kinda shows this unneccessarily hyper politeness of japanese here? Like if an ex of one of the people in my social circle were to even try to do this, depending on the target of this behaviour, there are a bunch of kinds of reactions you could get. Either the current boyfriend will make him regret. He will get sued for harrassment of some kind. The whole family of the target will make him suffer. They will somehow tell the exes close ones how he is harrassing and stalking the target and the social circle of the ex will make him suffer from doing dumb shit like this. Or the target will make him regret by just openly putting him into place. I would fucking break his spirit with all I know about him. What an insecure loser. This is another reason why not to fight with exes. They know you. There is a reason why you became exes. Because the stuff you learned about each other make you lose interest. So you can use all what you know against them in a fight. Natsume is an intelligent person, so I wonder why he is wasting his precious time and abusing his lover emotionally like this just to accomodate a bastard loser like this ex? This kind of politeness to me is no virtue. It is pathetic and instead lowers the quality of life of to many people involved rather than upholding it. This politeness hurts to many people to be in any way productive. Just tell him to fuck off in a way you know he will get and crack these delusional confidence he has to go this far and make him regret ever talking to you again, basta!

...they live in a world without birth control pft

...i find this annoying...I dunno....just something annoys me...not badly...I still want to read this and know more about these...but sometimes, if you feel like there is something SOMETHING in this urghhh....I dunno if anyone may be gets what I mean as I cannot explain what I mean....just a feeling of annoyance and anxiety and stress

he said he was never taught nor never desired socialisation and contact or relationships. Until he saw that porn video of someone dominant touching and pleasuring someone more submissive. So now don`t get me wrong, this is not Freud based, just about how childhood forms the basis for how we kinda filter the world after age of 7.

So, this kid was given basic fulfillmen of primary needs, or else he probably would not have survived. (lotsa study on how babies die when only given food but no touch, no contact, cause we are social beings) And he never looked starved or sickly in the flashbacks. Especially present.

So what I think happened is, he became kinda a person with symptoms of a high functioning sociopath. But only because he was never introduced to his other potentials and the proper assimilation of his needs.

Like virgins can dream of sex and find out orgasms are nice, but they cannot be addicted to the feeling people get from sex or the act or what, because they never had sex. For example.
Some may even believe they don`t want sex (asexual). SOme people who had bad sex so far might think so as well. Until they experience good sex. We always avoid, fear or ignore what we don`t know or have bad experience with.

This kid is simple. So he survived well, thus didn`t see the need to look into what all this love, relationship and intimacy stuff was about. But he knew he was lacking something, but he was alive and kicking, so he didn`t see the need to pursue what he was missing really. Until he kinda came accross that gay porns that aroused him.

He liked the big, beautiful and healthy looking handsome hands. Hands tell us humans a lot about the person infront of us ya know. Evolutionary stuff here.

So this guy is a human that has skin hunger. Simple yup. He was never really touched, like platonic love from family or friends or a touch from a person you love romantically. He is awkward thus with this. He is self conscious and sensitive. Obviously, as he feels the need to wear a blindfold and points out stuff like "getting used to your face" and "developing feelings".

He is just a neglected individual, that knows something is missing, but not what because he lacks experience though he his body does know what he needs. And there is one happy enzyme that can usually come from skin contact and that is "oxytocin", so body be like DUDE YO NEED HANDS TO TOUCH YOU ASAP. ALARM! DEPRESSION! ALARM!

had the shock of ma life seeing that clelivan guy....WHY HE LOOKING LIKE CLAUDE WITH LONG HAIR AND LESS HOLY AURA? ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

done with normal dad`s, seeing a cute proper father people don`t even see it anymore...like `gurl, we already over this, what are you flaunting in this manga, just give us the content`pfahaha

because of this meme... omg... ahahahaha