Belle June 4, 2021 8:59 pm

This manga is great don't get me wrong...but after seeing the NEXT chapter between Hiiragi and Shizu I'm so uncomfortable. [Obviously spoilers is you haven't seen that chapter]
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I don't see why sexual assault has to be such a common theme in BL. Passion/Desire shouldn't equate to ignoring consent. I was already on edge when it happened with Haruki and Akihiko. But the fact that that gross trope was then done again with Hiiragi and Shizu just leaves such a horrible taste in my mouth. To me it taints the bond that they've developed over the years and normalizes abusive and toxic relationships between guys. If Hiiragi was a girl NO ONE would think that scene was ok or that those two should still be together.

I was ready to see the build up to them both getting over their past traumas, accepting their feelings for one another, and then slowly getting comfortable with transitioning from friendship to something more. Instead we just go straight into cringeworthy sex scene filled with dubious consent. And of course I'm sure, like with Akihiko, we're going to get some redemption for Shizu and they'll just slap a bandaid on it and pretend that scene never even happen.

Those dumb and toxic tropes are fine for throw away yaoi that's only there to fulfill a kink. But I felt like this story was so much more than that. It really gets you invested in the characters and their lives. And the anime just brings the characters even more to life. I honestly so disappointed with the direction it's taking, and I'm wondering if the mangaka is going to do the same with Mafuyu and Ue...

    Kamisito June 5, 2021 12:40 am

    So let's say hiiragi was a girl that's been friends with someone for so long and she went to that friend and confessed and kissed that friends and hinted she'll give all of herself to that friend but chickened out when things were about to go down , can we still say she was sexually assault without her saying the words "i was sexually assault" No we can't ..like we can't also just judge a few scenes from a manga and make hiiragi a victim and point the finger at chizu without knowing what was going on in his head in that moment was he in chock , did he want to leave and was paralysed by fear and panicked or was he just scared from something he never experienced before and was afraid that's all who can say for sure so let's think it through before making the author another rape advocate author

    Belle June 5, 2021 1:07 am

    @Kamisito Wtf are you talking about?? That's literally how consent works. It doesn't matter how far you get, when someone gets scared and wants to opt out, especially when they're a virgin, then you do it. Why the f*ck would you even want to have sex when your significant other when they're showing nothing but fear?? He literally f*cked him without lube. Nothing about that scene was sensual. It was filled with aggression and distress. Let's not forget that they HAVEN'T EVEN DATED YET. Like with Haruki and Aki their first sexual contact together is filled with dubious consent.

    Literally the only snips of Hiiragi we get are him looking terrified and saying he's scared. Shizu going forward anyway just shows that he was totally fine with disregarding Hiiragi's comfort. That shit isn't normal in ANY relationship, and there will never be a situation where it's considered a consensual sex scene, outside of Yaoi/Hentai-land fantasies.

    Even if it comes back to Hiiragi saying he was ok with the situation, it will just further feed into the narrative that the romanticization of toxic and abusive relationships are fine as long as it's between guys.

    Sh*t like this is so common in these kink-filled mangas that it has oblivious fujoshis like you making excuses for it and normalizing it. I'm not here to kink-shame. If you're down with dub-con just say that. But if you REALLY think a situation like that is any way consensual then you're a loss cause.

    Kamisito June 5, 2021 1:41 am

    You're so triggered about this with no good reason , and you seem to miss the point of what i said which is based on you giving the example of "what if" he was a girl , so objectively speaking if it was a real life situation you wouldn't have a say in it without a victim's word about it cause you'll be an outsider off the situation which makes whatever you say invalid , we both out here reading bl like i know and you know damn well that's how it is so ..cut the crap with the act of being woke reading yaoi mangas

    Belle June 5, 2021 1:49 am

    I don't even have the patience to dissect your nonsense. But, point blank, if you have a problem with ME being disappointed about this manga, that I actually enjoy, defaulting to using largely unnecessary cliche BL tropes like dub-con/non-con, then that's between you and your therapist and not my issue.

    Kamisito June 5, 2021 2:32 am
    I don't even have the patience to dissect your nonsense. But, point blank, if you have a problem with ME being disappointed about this manga, that I actually enjoy, defaulting to using largely unnecessary clich... Belle

    Lmao you're so funny , you're making up scenarios about me in your head now (⌒▽⌒) this is getting ridiculous

    Kackey June 5, 2021 2:55 am

    @Belle agreed. it was unnecessary and definitely not what I expected..or wanted from that chapter. I was so excited to even just get a kiss ...only for sh*t to hit the fan like that. I can understand not everything needs to be extremely wholesome but there's more ways to create tension or express drama than just throwing in some edgy and uncomfortable sex scenes. did we need a rehashing of what just went down with haru and aki?? No, we didn't. But i'm not too surprised bc even in a few of her djs she has the seme going through some type of emotional issue and then taking it out on the uke in a sexual way. so apparently this is her go to plot device. if she does the same with mafuyu and uenoyama i'll be pissed.

    sasa June 5, 2021 3:34 am

    everything about that chapter feels kinda unnecessary :/ yeah we got some cute scenes from when they were in kindergarten(?) but other than that there was just an uncomfortable atmosphere in every scene. im also afraid the author is gonna take the same route with ritsuka and mafuyu and if she does then im bidding this manga goodbye.

    it's a shame 'cause the buildup to that chapter was really good but now i cannot even try to bring myself to care about the childhood friends (including yuki) like im only reading this for a (hopefully) ritsuka centered arc.

    zenexx June 5, 2021 12:58 pm

    can i know what chapter you guys are talking about? cuz i think i mayyy have missed something.

    ashitaka June 5, 2021 1:36 pm
    can i know what chapter you guys are talking about? cuz i think i mayyy have missed something. zenexx

    41 ^^

    zenexx June 5, 2021 1:39 pm

    I- but for me theres no chapter 41

    ashitaka June 5, 2021 1:42 pm
    I- but for me theres no chapter 41 zenexx

    You can find the translations here ! https://twitter.com/tatasenkomana/status/1400807569795465219?s=21
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Belle May 31, 2021 7:39 pm

Don't worry, it eventually switches to a more legible and clearer font and better translations as you continue reading. Please give this manga a chance. It's a brilliant classic that you'll definitely come to love.

Belle May 28, 2021 9:05 pm

They really forgave that guy WAY too fast. I feel like they took him attempting to assault Natsuki way to lightly. Ok, yeah you can say it didn't happen, but what if Natsuki couldn't fight back? That dude would have definitely went through with it. It's sick, and I don't care for the "losing control" cliche simply because you desire someone. A normal person doesn't go around r*ping people just because they have unrequited feelings. I want to see his a$$ kicked one more time!

    Rekka June 6, 2021 10:20 am

    Yess same, thats just sexual assault used as plot device, a yaoi trope i hope dies down (also how the couple fcks right after)#-.-)

Belle May 25, 2021 7:31 pm

I'm starting to like the professor more than the doc. Second-lead syndrome is gonna hit me hard af lmao

Belle May 17, 2021 3:50 pm

I usually love Niyama's works but this aint it lol
No hate, but I don't care for the seme at all. He's too bossy and overbearing and has little to no chemistry with the uke. Him being underage is already something to side-eye but he literally acts like a bratty kid which takes all of the interest out of it for me. I feel like a time-skip or some SUPER rapid character development for the seme is the only thing that will save this story for me~

Belle May 11, 2021 12:37 am

This manhua has some great character designs! But Leto and Kalifa just took my breath away with how gorgeous they both were! Alone they're dazzling but when they had scenes together, my bisexual heart just couldn't take it o///o

Belle April 25, 2021 12:37 am

I didn't even get to 87. Still on 86 and I fill like there's something missing compared to the previous chapter.

    tunacat April 25, 2021 3:38 am

    It just the pages being messed up, try continue it

Belle April 20, 2021 1:37 am

I'm REALLY grateful for their work but I noticed since Angy took over from Chili Tangerine Scans, they have dropped and replaced all the honorifics. I think it's better to revert back to the initial translations where Sunbae, Hyung, Hoobae etc. were being used. Anyone know how to contact them to make this suggestion?

    Shayoom April 20, 2021 3:51 am

    I think that is because the latest chapters are from the official English translations on the app Manta. So the uploader is not the translator.

    LEB April 20, 2021 4:58 am

    This is NOT dropped! The scan group who did the translation up to ch 19 said that they would stop doing the translation because it would be licensed in English! Lol! From chapter 19 it’s the official translation!

Belle April 12, 2021 6:21 am

I saw on one post that people weren't aware of this, but these guys are in their THIRD YEAR of middle school (all 15). This is why in chapter 247 the girl asks Ji Yian which high school he plans on going to. People are confused bc the earlier chapters (up until CH. 50 I think) shows us glimpses of the FUTURE when Zhang is in COLLEGE and Jian Yi has reappeared after being gone for 3 years. However, after this, the majority of this story (outside of the special chapters and Side Art) is a FLASHBACK to the time when they were all together in middle school...Hope that cleared up any confusion :)

    Kiara April 12, 2021 6:37 am

    This was mind-blowing. All my life was a lie. Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)

    Belle April 12, 2021 6:39 am
    This was mind-blowing. All my life was a lie. Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) Kiara

    lol Yeah i'm noticing a lot of people thought they were high schoolers which I don't blame them because they're drawn pretty mature xD

    Kiara April 12, 2021 6:42 am
    lol Yeah i'm noticing a lot of people thought they were high schoolers which I don't blame them because they're drawn pretty mature xD Belle

    That's why everyone is waiting for something more romantic to happen since it's already happened but turns out it's not happened yet so it won't happen till muuuuuch later! Got it?

    Kiara April 12, 2021 6:43 am
    That's why everyone is waiting for something more romantic to happen since it's already happened but turns out it's not happened yet so it won't happen till muuuuuch later! Got it? Kiara

    There were emojis but they were cancelled ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

    my precious mochi April 12, 2021 7:06 am

    wait they're still in middle school???
    now I'm anxious cuz if all this 300+ chapters are flashback then what are they doing now and are they still together?? is there any obstacles? ofc there is and fck I just don't wanna see them sad

    Belle April 12, 2021 7:27 am
    wait they're still in middle school???now I'm anxious cuz if all this 300+ chapters are flashback then what are they doing now and are they still together?? is there any obstacles? ofc there is and fck I just d... my precious mochi

    No worries, they still seem to be together. Like the Christmas Special chapter 224 takes place in the future (When Jian Yi comes back after 3 years). And both couples are together there :)

    my precious mochi April 12, 2021 11:37 am
    No worries, they still seem to be together. Like the Christmas Special chapter 224 takes place in the future (When Jian Yi comes back after 3 years). And both couples are together there :) Belle

    OMG I'm happy to know they're still together
    Thanks for telling me!

Belle April 12, 2021 1:55 am

*Me reading a few random chapters*: "OMG I can't wait until one of these couples take it to the next level (≧∀≦)"
*Me reading that they're still in middle school*: "...Nevermind I can wait"

    Moonmoon April 12, 2021 1:57 am

    I thought they're on high school

    ann73uxis April 12, 2021 2:00 am

    high school :)

    Tori April 12, 2021 2:00 am

    I only know they're young but arent they 17-18 yrs old?

    Senpai.yxoi April 12, 2021 2:02 am

    They're in highschool and graduate soon:)

    Belle April 12, 2021 6:09 am

    Hi all! They are NOT in highschool (Yes I'm surprised too ^^). They're in their THIRD YEAR of middle school (Age 15). It's confirmed in chapter 247 where the classmates asks Jian Yi what high school he's going to. Also [SPOILERS!!!] there was a flash -forward in one chapter where we learn that Jian Yi drops out of high school his SECOND DAY there and doesn't appear until 3 years later (when Zheng xi is already in COLLEGE) so all of these experiences are FLASHBACKS before that time. Only the SIDE ART and some of the SPECIALS are happening in the FUTURE. Everything else is showing the boys while they were in MIDDLE SCHOOL. Feel free to look this info up if you need more proof :)

    Moonmoon April 12, 2021 6:47 am
    Hi all! They are NOT in highschool (Yes I'm surprised too ^^). They're in their THIRD YEAR of middle school (Age 15). It's confirmed in chapter 247 where the classmates asks Jian Yi what high school he's going ... Belle

    I remember a while back many of us were confused cuz some times it would mention high school and another time college. So I guess cuz if that I discarded what grade they are in and going with "they are in school" thanks tho!

    Belle April 12, 2021 7:00 am
    I remember a while back many of us were confused cuz some times it would mention high school and another time college. So I guess cuz if that I discarded what grade they are in and going with "they are in schoo... Moonmoon

    Yeah, it's convoluted because the first 50 chapter focus on Jian Yi and Zhang, after Yi has been gone for 3 years (dropped out of high school and suddenly left china). Now Zhang is in his first year of college and Yi has to repeat high school after missing it. After chapter 50, we are given a flashback to when the four of them were together their third year of middle school. This time period is where the bulk of the chapters take place. But the special chapters (Like Christmas and New Years, etc) all take place in the FUTURE lol Where Zhang and Jian Yi have already been reunited after the 3 years and are basically "together". So yeah, I can see why it's confusing lol

    Moonmoon April 12, 2021 7:55 am
    Yeah, it's convoluted because the first 50 chapter focus on Jian Yi and Zhang, after Yi has been gone for 3 years (dropped out of high school and suddenly left china). Now Zhang is in his first year of college ... Belle

    Oooooo!! Guess I'll go through the first few chaps again!

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