KING_SVKII's experience (4)

TW//Mentions suicidal ideation, self harm, death My family has a history with mental health issues, depression seems to be something I’m genetically weak towards especially, so I can’t say for certain if I’m simply just like this because I always was, or if a mixed pot of different issues that popped up through my life caused the change. I ......   4 reply

Forget several days, I regularly stay inside the house for weeks at a time. And even if I do go out, it’s almost never alone or for very long.. aside from occasionally going to the store with my mother, and an annual trip to my best friend’s.. I don’t go anywhere. It’s not just that I have no desire to go anywhere, I’m becoming increasing......   4 reply

I had a whole thing with sh for a while but it was probably more to do with ocd and no impulse control than wanting to die (although I did think that things might be easier for people around me if I wasn’t there, I didn’t actually feel strongly enough about it to be suicidal) I never seriously injured myself ignoring the argument that any amoun......   reply

To start, I suspect I’m neurodivergent, for a number of reasons.. the ones currently relevant being the fact that I get so overwhelmed sometimes it makes me want to spazz the fuck out, sometimes disproportionate to the situation… sometimes my family tries to gaslight me into believing it’s disproportionate also. Anyway, my big brother is a DE......   reply