wow.... I think you may be my secret twin ! I also want to tease little cutee guys and be teased by very very manly men.
But why not teasing a very mature dominant guy (like the seme Maya in Hidoku Shinaide (mostly in the last doujin the author drew)) reply
welll I was 12 when I used to ship youtubers together so i wandered into the world of gay fanfic reluctantly. And then I got into Kpop smut (goodbye innocence ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ but my first yaoi was sekaiichi hatsukoi when I was 13. At that point I just accepted what I was seeing.In the words of Kae Serinuma, 'the prince belong...... reply
Well buddy. I have a couple of friends that know I am in love with BL.
Here's the trick, my friend. Get to know that friend you want to tell. Find out if they're okay with it. Like, allude to the topic and see their reaction.
I cannot help more than this since usually my excuse to my friends when recommending a smut fanfiction or yaoi is for them t...... 1 reply
I'm a fujoshi. First time I encountered yaoi was after browsing through hentai at 13 (because one of my guy friends found out I love anime/manga and kept on going "do you know hentai???") but didn't like it since I didn't like the girls. I love boys so when I lurked in the internet and found yaoi... well, here I am years later. reply
When I was 13-14 yrs old (I'm turning 21 this year) I was addicted to the genre Genderbend. So when I saw a Genderbend dj of Naruto (since I was a fan of Naruto as well) I got really hooked. One thing led to another then poof! I liked it more when Naruto is a boy when he does dirty things with Sasuke. Yeeeeeep. End of story. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)...... 2 reply
My very first anime was inuyasha ,then naruto after that I got into reading mangas everyday and I was hooked and it makes me forget my problems ლ(´ڡ`ლ) 2 reply
I was 18 when I was going through mangas than i was like dont know what was yaoi at the very first and was quite shocked then I got over it and started reading everyday because its so cute and its an addiction and my love of my life reply
Hi.
I have gone through depression , panic attacks and anxiety but I was never suicidal.
Actually , I would like to live forever if I could.( even tho I'm sad 90% of the time ).
Maybe try to do what I'm doing , more exactly live for the small things.
Make a routine of waking up in the morning and drink a coffee by the window while you listen to yo...... reply
Sorry to hear your experience....
I have no right to talk to you.... but..... from what I have learned until today...
Please do not give up... Hang in there... There is a brighter tomorrow for you... Please believe in that.... You might not hear the same experience as you here in this site but I know inside there might be some people in this very...... reply
I don't consider myself a suicidal person. But yeah, sometimes i want to kill myself, for once then come back to life. yet i won't kill myself. like fvck, im scared of blood and i don't want to feel pain. reply
Me too, I don't have a saying in the matter, I have to get married. And if I can't find a partner, my parents (even grandparents) will. Theres no escaping marriage in about all third world contries, but I wish I had the freedom of staying single for ever : reply
I have one specific nightmare that has haunted me since I was about 14 when i watched "war of the worlds."
In my nightmare (and whenever i hear the loud bass in cars at night) i always remember the siren noise those alien things make TT_TT it still scares me to this day (I'm 21). In the 'dream' I always see a light being flashed by every house and ...... reply
Absolutely! I hope to get married young hehe but not sure that's gonna happen..I'm 21 now. Let's hope I can get a boyfriend soon :p
I don't think anything is wrong with you if you don't get married! You can do what ever you want..you're an adult :) But for me, personally, I really want to get married (⌒▽⌒) reply
Where I come from if you're not married and squeezed a few kids out by 25, you're considered worthless. I'm 23 now, and I can't stand attending family functions cuz my relatives keep "advising" me to settle down with a boy. Bleh. I'd love to see their face when I announce I'm gay. 2 reply
I'm heteroflexible if that counts... I've always just dated who I like and am attracted to the person themselves vs looks so. I've dated both girls and guys and have been happy with both, but in everyday life I'm more attracted to guys than girls. However emotionally its pretty equal between guys ...... reply
if i didnt discover yaoi, i wouldnt have ever been able to read manga all together lol. i would also be board and forced to watch romance anime even tho i hate it....ive watched most of the good anime without romance and i didnt want to watch all of em, so i went on youtube and watch to "watch" yaoi just cause :P, i loved Saskue *cant spell* X naru...... 1 reply
I probably would be a lot less happy to be honest. I have extreme social + generalized anxiety and reading yaoi and watching anime is one of the very few things that calms me down rather than stresses me out. I love reading all kinds of yaoi and discovering all the different worlds (and kinks) in them. I find that in this community you can truly be...... 1 reply
'Things' are your daily life experiences by which you get to know the world around you. Tell others about the things you did, may it be cool, sad, crazy or funny. You can also find things that you might want to do and a friend to do it with!
