I am scared of pain and the afterlife and whether nothing exists,if I go to hell, or purgatory or something. I don't want to die at a bad moment or at my own hands. I don't want my pathetic life to have been for nothing I want to find something that makes life worth living and I want you guys to do that also reply
Living in the suburbs is very boring so there’s nothing really to do other than stay home. I sometimes use the MEE bot on discord to see if I should stay home or go to school (LOL I tried it once and I skipped school cuz of it.. it was funny) and I stay home for days on end during holiday breaks (⊙v⊙) reply
Senior in high school. Been so damn close many times, and I still want to every day, but I feel better than I did. Have lots of scars on my upper arms. 1 reply
In middle school, I’ve contemplated many times about killing myself and I even came close in middle school, but chickened out the last minute. I had self harmed a few times... but i got too scared cuz I might get caught at school or sth so I stopped. Freshmen year of high school, I really started giving up so I’d come home from school and just ...... 1 reply
Yeah about a year ago I did. It was bc my mom kept yelling at me and I thought “well I should just end it” but looking back on it now I kind of realize I was just looking for attention. reply
Tbh it was an accident me reading yaoi. I used to love a shoujo manga author who also happen to be a yaoi author and i thought this manga looks nice tbh the uke looked so girly that I didn't even notice it was a boy and i went on it and started reading it. I was confused like why two are kissing and liked the manga so i read more yaoi and here i am...... reply
I was 18 (now 21) when I first read a yaoi manga. I knew what it was but didn't think much of it, until...
I was looking for a manga then came upon Himegoto Asobi. And then I was like, "Eh, What could go wrong?" So I ended up reading it, and then bam! Here I am reading hundreds more of yaoi. reply
Senior year of middle school. It's friday and almost midnight. I'm alone with my brand new windows XP pc, first time actually having access to the internet at home. I'm searching for porn. What else could a 13 year old be doing? Yet, I have no clue of the many websites that exist. I only know the porn site that the neighborhood kids were watching, ...... 1 reply
been mostly active in 19 BL discord servers including BL Scanlation Groups Discord Servers. If you have questions, you can DM me @ Lucaon Selvior#5795 and let us unleashed the Yaoiness in us fellow Fujodanshi reply
I actually first started with otome games like 4 years ago and gradually found yaoi/shounen ai. Though, I was also hardcore into reading shoujo before I started reading yaoi. I always thought that men looked good together too and I don't know what I find so appealing about it, but I just feel their relationships are much more intimate and attractiv...... reply
Hey everyone, I have been using mangago for the past four years, but i never really wanted to make a account for the site(simply bc i dont know wat to do with it). I was kinda of lonely recently and asked why not so here i am. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~ reply
I read Naruto since I was 6, and I'm rooting for Naruto and Sasuke. When I was 12, I'm looking for some fanfiction about SasuNaru, and stumbled upon yaoi, lime, lemon, smut for the first time. I only read about SasuNaru tho. My first feeling was ... wtf is this?? I was inexperienced in sex and found anal sex disgusting. I didn't get people could co...... 1 reply
Happened a few months ago (I’m 20 and a virgin so yeah, a total loser) and it was... not what I was hoping for? Maybe first kisses are overrated. Or maybe it was the other person’s fault? I mean I told them I’d never done it before and they? went in? tongue first???? I was terrified (not like in a bad way but more of a “I don’t know what ...... 3 reply
Had mine when I was in like 4-5th grade it was with another girl it was like a full on make out session and I don't even remember what there name was or what they look like(ʘᴗʘ✿) reply
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