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I've thought about it so many times, but, I couldn't try it. Death is a big thing for so many people but for me.. it's just.. a small incident. This feels really bad because death can bring changes for worst but.. I haven't done anything till now that will give me a desire to continue, but I also can't try it because I'm scared of what might happen to my family when I'm gone they'll probably survive and Im probably one of the biggest reason for their stress and struggle, but even with that I don't have the motivation to continue, maybe I'm guilty or just afraid of what will happen afterwards, whether it'll be just a peaceful sleep or the beginning of another journey. It's probably not small for me, I've only ever found my peace in stories, most of emotions are not mine but of the characters I've seen. I don't know what's real or fiction anymore. I'm just ranting here, but I don't think I deserve to have my own feelings, I probably can't. I don't have a goal, nor the motivation to find one. I just don't know what to do anymore, am I being a coward or am I really concerned about my loved ones?

Yo, I've been drawing this quarantine and I'm feeling great but this past few weeks, I'm losing motivation. I feel like I'm getting bad at this and I can't seem to draw what I really wanted. It feels like I'm back to zero where everything is a mess. I can't even draw a proper face even tho this is the easiest part for me. I've been saving a lot of reference but I keep messing it up. I want to go back in the zone again, what did you do when this happened?

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Does anyone know a cute seme but sometimes sexy ( ✧≖ ʖ≖)

can anyone recommend me some good yaoi anime? i watched (and thoroughly enjoyed) dakaichi "i'm being harassed by the sexiest man in the world" a while back and was wondering if anyone could give me some recommendations (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

So I'm a 16 year old from the U.S. and I made a tiny public art discord server a few days ago. A 23 year old Lebanese guy joined and friended me and keeps asking for my name irl and for me to speak in the voice chat. What should I do? Am I just overreacting? He seems really pissed by the fact that I use a male name for my discord tag and he doesn't want to use it since I told him I'm female (I'm actually transmasc, but it shouldn't matter anyway).

Have you feel the feeling of you want to cry for no reason and some simole things made you cry a lot haha i think its funny at first but some others told me its not simple so i just think if theirs something wrong with me.... when i was in grade 5 all of my classmates starts bullying me and stole everything to me and they always judge me so maybe i became sensitive cuz of all pain that i recieve from the past

What do you think is wrong with me?

I wanna help translate some bl manga/manhwa or whatever but I don't know any of the languages and have very little cleaning or typesetting experience and have no idea where to even get raws from but if there's anyone out there planning or working on something and needs a little help with anything or just wanna be friends lmao hmu at least I have experience with an English degree if you need a proof reader at the very least I can edit us cute credit pages

Fujoshi on mangago
Yaoishlt on twt
hyukjaephiltrum#9355 on discord (tho I don't know how to use the app )

You don’t have to tell why you hate them though ╮(￣▽￣)╭

You started knowing what's yaoi and what made you stay? I'm sure some of you have read some pretty fk up yaoi troupe (more often than not, the troupe in yaoi are kinda messed up) and does it change your way of thinking or mess up your perception of reality and fiction?

I agree that minors shouldn't be reading stuffs like this but I would be a hypocrite to preach it since I was a minor when I started reading yaoi. It did opened my eyes to many concepts and some fk up stuffs but never once did I confused reality and fiction. I know very well that it's simply just something I read. If I'm curious or if I wanted to know more, I will simply googled it and understand it for myself.

I find it to be really weird when people start policing others on what they should draw or what they should write, because I've been reading stuffs like this since ages ago and it never affected me, it just makes me understand how fuck up it is that this happened and I've learn to understand what a bullshit it is.

SO, my question is, does reading yaoi change your attitude/perception/acceptance/understanding towards some of the topic that was portrayed in the yaoi and what is it?

For me, I've learn a lot. Accepting lgbtq+ and understanding free love, understanding the pain of being not accepted simply because of who you love, are probably the most prominent in all that I have come to understand.

no titles allowed; give me the premise/ summary of the manga or any story that made you cry your heart out. let's all be sad together woop woop!!

My boyfriends family are super hardcore trump supporters and I’m just not like that I have no interest in that mad or politics but they insist on wanting me to talk about it and like him and I just can’t, it makes me very uncomfortable when they talk about it and give me trump stuff I just throw it away, how do I tell them I’m not into politics let alone republican. And also happy pride month and don’t forget to donate to the blm movement’s or just sign your name!

promise me, you guys are noisy enough to screaming a fangirl's noise (fanboy too!). DROP YOUR ID LINE BABY

Someone posted on fb this manhwa but they didn't know the sauce. I've been searching for so long because I'm interested but no luck. The picture that been posted is a guy that have this cow features on him. He got this horn on his head and a guy is offering a coffee? to him and asking him if he got milk(Got milk?). Please if anyone have read this give me title or the link. Thank you.

I'm a person who is veryyy unsatisfied with myself! I'm lazy and I'm an only child. I'm an introvert. I'm not shy.. Its just that I don't like people. I want to wipe out the humanity. I wanna change my country ☹. I don't think I'll become a great human.. As an Asian, my parents always compare me with my cousins or my friends.. It hurts.. They don't even know that I'm suffering from depression.. The only thing I like in this world is bl, family, cousins, bts and my cat. My parents expect me to be a perfect child.. They only care about what other people think about us.. But they still love me. I hate to die cause I'm an only child and.. Who will take care of my parents.. They don't know that I was.. Kinda harassed by my cousin when I was a very small child.... Maybe that's why I became a pervert....... Well I have a sad life but I'm still happy (=・ω・=)

Ik it may sound weird coming from a high schooler, at my age I should know how to do this but,,, plz help me

I never had a lot of friends and actually, they always came to me first. All my life I've lived far from others mentally, people never approach me, they say I don't look nice, cool or whatever. Even my best friends don't understand why they think that..

Now I'm finished with my 2nd year of high-school and I want to have fun next year, since it'll be my last year.

How to make friends? What should I do the 1st day of class next year? What should I tell ppl? Socially I' m like a 7yo kid :'')
Plz show me (and the other introverts out there) the way

I know thats a weird question but i really loved untamed and it was my first time watching an asian drama ,and since im done with it im just curious if theres any bls with leads who are as goodlooking/well acting as the guy from untamed

If you are a queer woman, say I. That is all.

So.... We are a siblings of 4 and one of us tends to have a really bad temperament. We were abuse in our younger days, two of us turned out very logical people and one turned into suicidal and one sibling is happy one moment then one thing ticks them off and they explodes. It is bad because that sibling hurts animals or people sometimes... Slam doors and makes a lot of noise. I have a really bad case of anxiety and i really hope that it is my anxiety that is whispering in my brain saying, there will be one day that sibling will be capable of doing something irrevocable...