I feel the same way! I'm scared of it, because I feel like I will disappoint my partner, that they will get tired of me eventually because I'm worthless and unattractive, but there's also a part of me that wants to experience love since I've never fallen in love before. Also, I have depression, a panic disorder, traumatic stress disorder and a chro...... 1 reply
It used to be. I had zero interest in anything romantic when I was younger and I couldn't relate to other people's emotions because mine were stunted. I had one sided crushes that lasted far too long to be healthy and I hated that someone could make me feel so miserable without doing anything. I also have that superiority/inferiority complex thing ...... 1 reply
HOLY FUCK. Are you me?
Okay, exaggerations aside, I do feel what you're saying. It's actually kinda scary to know that someone has such similar experiences/personality to me. That being said, I do have a few different feelings about love I guess.
Forgive me because I'm about to start rambling too (if I don't end up answering your question, I apolog...... reply
I actually had similar sentiments regarding love. I like to think that I feel that way because relationships are hard, time consuming, and include drama ( something I despise and avoid at all costs) but deep down I think it is because I don’t feel as though I am capable of forming a proper relationship - that at the end of the day isn’t really...... reply
I would definitely be a dominant seme I just like to be the one in control and I kind of have a kink for bdsm hehe...even though I'm a girl >< if only I had the d lol 2 reply
my favorite types of combos are definitely tied between;
-sadistic, abusive, and probably borderline yandere with loving uke, both of which who are unable to leave each other
or
-super affectionate and caring seme (w/ a maybe dark side) with innocent, optimistic uke
also regardless of whether they're uke or seme, i really like combos where char...... reply
'Things' are your daily life experiences by which you get to know the world around you. Tell others about the things you did, may it be cool, sad, crazy or funny. You can also find things that you might want to do and a friend to do it with!
